Jun 19, 2005 11:27
for as long as i live:
-the stars will always mean a little bit more to me,
and so will stuffed monkeys.
-i will regret not being able to change,
and wish i would have been able to get it right.
-cloudy nights will make me sad,
clear nights will make me horribly sad.
-i will walk around feeling awkward and unreal.
-i'll be filled with remorse for whatever i've ever said to you,
and beat myself up over it.
-i won't be able to listen to "Love Me Two Times" cause, yeah.
-i will never do a cool tongue thing with another girl.
-i will go around trying to replace you,
but have nagging sorrow in the back of my mind.
-i will try to realize that feelings aren't a game; something to be played with.
they are real, and i can't live life being the asshole i've always been.
-twins and ninjas will get me down.
i'm sorry and i love you, that's all.
This was just my little bullshit livejournal vent to make me feel a teeny bit better.