How About, Fuck You? Sound good?
Sounds great to me. So my Father decides to tell my that my Grandmother is upset with me because she thinks I don't want her birthday present and she wants to give it away to the salvation army. Um, she lives in Ferndale, and I don't have a car. "Well what's wrong with your mother's car" I don't have money to pay for gas to get out there. "You mean you won't." NO I don't HAVE ANY MONEY."Don't you have a job?" Um yes. But I have to pay YOU money I have to pay MOM money and I have to SAVE money. "OH yeah. Right. You're "saving" part of your money...that's right..." Fuck you asshole. Don't you dare put a guilt trip on me for not going to see her. Maybe if you didn't waste so much of your money on worthless shit and alcohol, then you would have money for a car for me. Like you said you would, but spent all the money onn....oh what, nothing. You bring Melisa her gift from BaBa, but not mine. You leave it out there, so you can make her AND me feel bad for not getting it? You are an asshole. Not that that is anything different from how you NORMALLY are. Whatever.
I saw Snakes On A Plane again today. Woo hoo! Me Kelly and Wendy went. Then we wennt to GJ's, and now I'm here. I work tomorrow from 4-8 and then after I am hanging out with the Mattyface. Thennnn I work from 1-8 on Thursday, then I am mos def. sleeping all day. Friday, probably Matty again, Saturday I work 6-1:30, Sunday I'm off. I start school next week again. Booo. Oh and good news! I might not have to take that Math Class over again. I was reviewing my professors rubric on the grading scale, and it's considerable lower in percentage brackets per higher point. So like a 2.1, on a 4.0 scale, only requires a 68-70% in the class. A solid C I believe, is a 2.0. And, I KNOW I got at the lowest, a 71. So, if Ferris considers a 2.0 a solid C, then I'm set!!! I just have to wait and see what I got. :). If not, then I know I can get a 2.8 or better this time. Online mathness!!! I have a headache.
I am worrying about so many things right now!!! I really need a car, but don't have the money. I want to go to Japan next summer but I don't know if I will be able to pay for it. I want a second job but don't know if I can handle it. I want a lap top but don't have the money. I need new clothes but don't have the money. BAHHHHHHHH . I need so many things. I need to stop worrying. My Seanie is trying to get me not to worry about so much, but it doesn't help. Ughhh. I think I might take out a small loan, so that I can go to Japan before I head of to Ferris. I think that would be awesome! Oh and another thing, my camera officially died. It's fucked. So. Now I need to buy a new one. Depending on how much money I have this next check, I might do it then. Or at least save some money and take some money from the check after that and buy a new one. I am hoping I have enough money for the 2 Cedar Point Trips. I am pretty sure I will, but. Meh. I have time for the second one, the first one is next Saturday. Woot. Anyone wanna go? September 2nddddd. Yay.
I am starting to plan out my Halloween/ Possible Youmacon costume. Vanna got me interested in cosplay T_T. Hahah but I can't sew!!So, I am pretty much screwed...meh. I want to be either Chun-Li, or (Lady) Ocelot. I'm not sure. Ideas? I have to talk to Kelly's mom and or Vanna to see if they would help me create this costume.
The back of my cell phone is now decorated in my little pony stickers. I thought you all should know that.
Well I think that's enough for now.
I saw Snakes On A Plane again today. Woo hoo! Me Kelly and Wendy went. Then we wennt to GJ's, and now I'm here. I work tomorrow from 4-8 and then after I am hanging out with the Mattyface. Thennnn I work from 1-8 on Thursday, then I am mos def. sleeping all day. Friday, probably Matty again, Saturday I work 6-1:30, Sunday I'm off. I start school next week again. Booo. Oh and good news! I might not have to take that Math Class over again. I was reviewing my professors rubric on the grading scale, and it's considerable lower in percentage brackets per higher point. So like a 2.1, on a 4.0 scale, only requires a 68-70% in the class. A solid C I believe, is a 2.0. And, I KNOW I got at the lowest, a 71. So, if Ferris considers a 2.0 a solid C, then I'm set!!! I just have to wait and see what I got. :). If not, then I know I can get a 2.8 or better this time. Online mathness!!! I have a headache.
I am worrying about so many things right now!!! I really need a car, but don't have the money. I want to go to Japan next summer but I don't know if I will be able to pay for it. I want a second job but don't know if I can handle it. I want a lap top but don't have the money. I need new clothes but don't have the money. BAHHHHHHHH . I need so many things. I need to stop worrying. My Seanie is trying to get me not to worry about so much, but it doesn't help. Ughhh. I think I might take out a small loan, so that I can go to Japan before I head of to Ferris. I think that would be awesome! Oh and another thing, my camera officially died. It's fucked. So. Now I need to buy a new one. Depending on how much money I have this next check, I might do it then. Or at least save some money and take some money from the check after that and buy a new one. I am hoping I have enough money for the 2 Cedar Point Trips. I am pretty sure I will, but. Meh. I have time for the second one, the first one is next Saturday. Woot. Anyone wanna go? September 2nddddd. Yay.
I am starting to plan out my Halloween/ Possible Youmacon costume. Vanna got me interested in cosplay T_T. Hahah but I can't sew!!So, I am pretty much screwed...meh. I want to be either Chun-Li, or (Lady) Ocelot. I'm not sure. Ideas? I have to talk to Kelly's mom and or Vanna to see if they would help me create this costume.
The back of my cell phone is now decorated in my little pony stickers. I thought you all should know that.
Well I think that's enough for now.