Ha! You're Yugoslavian I knew it!
So lately, I've just been working, hanging with the boys, and all that stuff. I cut my hair again, and I regret it, but I do like how it is. I haven't really taken any pictures of it though, surprisingly enough. I have just been too busy. I worked yesterday til 1:30. Slept all day today, and sat online pretty much. Today I am sleeping all day, then hanging out with Blankenship and whoever else. Maybe Brittany if she actually calls me.
Monday: School, Work at 6 to close.
Tuesday: Skip School, sleep, then whatever
Wednesday: Test at school, then sleep, then whatever.
Thursday: School, sleep, then hanging out with the matty, and whatever else.
Friday: Sleep, and I wasn't supposed to work, but I needed the hours, so I took someones 5-1am. Then sleep.
Saturday: Sleep until work again at 5 until 1am again. I wasn't supposed to work then either, but again, needed the hours. Then sleep.
Sunday: Definatley relaxing. I am probably going to hang out around the pool.
Monday: School, Work from 5-close.
Tuesday: School
Wednesday: School, Work I think.
Thursday: School
Friday: Nothing
Saturday: Nothing
Sunday: Nothing
So yeah. Start Fall Semester August 30th. When I find my schedule, I will post it. But I go to school Monday through Thursday. This is gonna suck. I am not gonna see anyone. School all day until like 2, then work from 5-cl most days. Even weekends. I need a new job. I am going to apply to some more places tomorrow. Maybe Blankenship will go to the mall with me. Or places. Brown isn't my friend anymore. Why? I have no clue. He won't talk to me. Well, if that's what he wants. As much as it hurts me. :( . Kyle is mad at me. And I think David hates me. I love those guys, but they treat me like shit a lot of the time. Even if they are joking. Maybe I just need to shut up and deal with it. Ugh. I have a headache. Booooooooo.
We're going to Cedar Point September 2nd. We, being me and Wayne so far. I am going to try and get some of my crew to go. It will be a fun time. We're supposed to go to Canada some time too. Oh, yeah my birthday is August 15th. A birthday I so graciously share with 3 of my friends. Haha. Matty, Katie, and Twiggy. :) . I think it's cute. Kyle swears we're having sex when we're in Canada, but, haha little does he know it won't. If we were dating, it might be different, but we're not. David says he'd date me, Wayne tells me I shouldn't date him. Blah blah blah. I know he wouldn't date me. But I said that when Kyle said he wanted to make out, and David said yes he would hes serious, and David ended up being right. I don't know. I just can't talk to Kyle about anything serious. He has no soul. Really he doesn't.
I miss WoW. I am glad I get to see Matty Thursday. WoW is no fun without him. My life period is no fun without Matty. I am glad I have him as one of my close friends. If I didn't, I would go insane I think. I mean, I don't talk to him entirely too much because we're both pretty busu. But that doesn't matter. To me anyway. I still see him the same.
I downloaded Morpheus as opposed to Lime Wire, because it is called Morpheus (I love the matrix) Does that make me a nerd? Probably. Dave Howards says I'm a nerd. But he still loves me. I have been hanging out with him as well this summer, which makes me happy because I miss Dave. I hadn't seen him in about 3 years or so, until he came over to david's aunts that one night.
I just don't know what to do about anything anymore. My job, boys, money, school, me. I don't know. Fuck it. Lauren is going to help me lose weight. She used to be a size 13 like me, and is now a size 7. She's gorgeous, and has the body to go along. I want that. I may not have the face, but I at least want the body. I want my face to not be chubby again. Believe it or not, at one point, it wasn't. I need a lot of things. New clothes, new body, new job. If anyone knows of anywhere hiring for full time let me know. Well I guess with school I can't really be full time. But at least part time. Maybe I can have 2 jobs like I did last fall. Maybeeeeeeee Chatters needs me again. $50 a week. Maybe $100. On top of what I get paid every 2 weeks. But that job is SOOOOOOOOOOOO hectic. Ugghhh. Well, we'll see. I have to sleep now.
I'll update more later if I can think of anything
Monday: School, Work at 6 to close.
Tuesday: Skip School, sleep, then whatever
Wednesday: Test at school, then sleep, then whatever.
Thursday: School, sleep, then hanging out with the matty, and whatever else.
Friday: Sleep, and I wasn't supposed to work, but I needed the hours, so I took someones 5-1am. Then sleep.
Saturday: Sleep until work again at 5 until 1am again. I wasn't supposed to work then either, but again, needed the hours. Then sleep.
Sunday: Definatley relaxing. I am probably going to hang out around the pool.
Monday: School, Work from 5-close.
Tuesday: School
Wednesday: School, Work I think.
Thursday: School
Friday: Nothing
Saturday: Nothing
Sunday: Nothing
So yeah. Start Fall Semester August 30th. When I find my schedule, I will post it. But I go to school Monday through Thursday. This is gonna suck. I am not gonna see anyone. School all day until like 2, then work from 5-cl most days. Even weekends. I need a new job. I am going to apply to some more places tomorrow. Maybe Blankenship will go to the mall with me. Or places. Brown isn't my friend anymore. Why? I have no clue. He won't talk to me. Well, if that's what he wants. As much as it hurts me. :( . Kyle is mad at me. And I think David hates me. I love those guys, but they treat me like shit a lot of the time. Even if they are joking. Maybe I just need to shut up and deal with it. Ugh. I have a headache. Booooooooo.
We're going to Cedar Point September 2nd. We, being me and Wayne so far. I am going to try and get some of my crew to go. It will be a fun time. We're supposed to go to Canada some time too. Oh, yeah my birthday is August 15th. A birthday I so graciously share with 3 of my friends. Haha. Matty, Katie, and Twiggy. :) . I think it's cute. Kyle swears we're having sex when we're in Canada, but, haha little does he know it won't. If we were dating, it might be different, but we're not. David says he'd date me, Wayne tells me I shouldn't date him. Blah blah blah. I know he wouldn't date me. But I said that when Kyle said he wanted to make out, and David said yes he would hes serious, and David ended up being right. I don't know. I just can't talk to Kyle about anything serious. He has no soul. Really he doesn't.
I miss WoW. I am glad I get to see Matty Thursday. WoW is no fun without him. My life period is no fun without Matty. I am glad I have him as one of my close friends. If I didn't, I would go insane I think. I mean, I don't talk to him entirely too much because we're both pretty busu. But that doesn't matter. To me anyway. I still see him the same.
I downloaded Morpheus as opposed to Lime Wire, because it is called Morpheus (I love the matrix) Does that make me a nerd? Probably. Dave Howards says I'm a nerd. But he still loves me. I have been hanging out with him as well this summer, which makes me happy because I miss Dave. I hadn't seen him in about 3 years or so, until he came over to david's aunts that one night.
I just don't know what to do about anything anymore. My job, boys, money, school, me. I don't know. Fuck it. Lauren is going to help me lose weight. She used to be a size 13 like me, and is now a size 7. She's gorgeous, and has the body to go along. I want that. I may not have the face, but I at least want the body. I want my face to not be chubby again. Believe it or not, at one point, it wasn't. I need a lot of things. New clothes, new body, new job. If anyone knows of anywhere hiring for full time let me know. Well I guess with school I can't really be full time. But at least part time. Maybe I can have 2 jobs like I did last fall. Maybeeeeeeee Chatters needs me again. $50 a week. Maybe $100. On top of what I get paid every 2 weeks. But that job is SOOOOOOOOOOOO hectic. Ugghhh. Well, we'll see. I have to sleep now.
I'll update more later if I can think of anything