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[xxunwanted640xx]

oh my god! wow! it's been long. yea so uh tiff got locked up. i kinda miss her but she needs to be there it migh change her a little.im going to the sweethearts dance saturday fun fun!! yea as for other things at home my life is like shit the way my sister is being i hate it.! i hate tha fat whore ....i hope i see her soon cuz when i do im gunna

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[tiedup4u]

Listen, stop yelling! Beofore I ever knew deanna she had no one. I am not the problem deanna moved out or b/c she is fighting with yer mom. She was fightin with her b4 I was really in the picture. How can u blame me for what she wants to do with her life? How can u sit there and blame me for her needing to grow up? Shit, u dont know crap about me anymore. U have no idea! Dont try and make this my issue with bringing up my own personal shit with my family. It was nothing to do with deannas situation. And first off, I never lied to my mom about what she assumed. So, dont pull that crap, b/c u dont even know what the fuck im goin threw with her rite now. U know if yer so sick and tired or having a family like how it is rite now, y dont u and yer family try and work things out? Y the fuck do u think i want to go back to college so bad? I fucking hate that place! Thats the place that made me be the person i was. I'm not gunna leave her alone b/c she doesnt have anyone else. I'm not tellin deanna what to do. I'm not tellin her to lie to yer mom. I'm not tellin her to never come home! I'M NOT TELLING HER ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn! She is doing it on her own, so stop trying to blame all this drama on me. I dont give a shit about shannon. If she knew what was best for herself she wouldve never lied to her mom. And what she tells u isnt the truth but u're not gunna believe me anyways so y am i wasting my time. U kno i never said yer mom was a bad person. I never took living there for granted believe me or not. I think that the way sometimes she handled issues with deanna wasnt exactly rite, but whatever. That doesnt make me think shes a bad person. Shit, I dont agree on how my mom treats my brothers or the whole situation with me but it doesnt mean i dont love her. I'm not one to tell u whether deanna loves herself b/c I am not her. Right now, I really dont think she does and I dont think she knows that. But whoknows, I could be wrong. But u all need to talk with one another and get things straight b/c yer family will not go on pretty if u guys dont settle all this shit thats been goin on. Can u answer me this tho, tell me, what the fuck did i ever do to tear yer family apart! And y dont u think I'm really trying to be her friend? Y do u think I'm trying to pretend to be her friend? Where the fuck did that come from? Out of no where thats where it came from! God this is bullshit. I can't believe all this shit! I dont u tho, I hate situation! God I hate this! U dont even know. U think u guys are goin thru sum shit, u dont even know! U FUCKIN DONT EVEN KNOW! And u never will b/c u changed kristyn. U changed into someone that just doesnt care. Like its ok to just throw yer friends away. Well, what the hell? Y are u just throwing me away out of yer life? What did i ever do to u!!!!!!

[xxunwanted640xx]

gabby you just waisted your time writing all that cuz im not going to even finish reading it if any one is yelling it you and you need to chill for a seconed im not blaming you for this okai i know its not your doing and if it was then whateverbut you should of talked to deanna before she left cuz like i told you befor deanna made it seem like it was you making her lie about where she was going so thats all on you if you wanna talk to her about that. your a very fun and great person to be around but you dont always make the best choices you know thats and so do i and i dont like that you think its okai to write in my journal swearing like that i didn't do it to you so do not do it to me.and you are the one who said oh what kind of parents kick there kid out? and all i wanted to say to that is how could you go say that about my parents if your mom pretty much did the same thing? i have to go so bye

[tiedup4u]

Look, I'm sry. I shouldn't have talked like that, but u dont understand how ticked off I am about all this junk! Well whatever deanna said, thats what deanna said. It had nothing to do with me and like I said b4 if any of my friends were smart enuf, they wouldnt have gone along with lying to their parents and they wouldve dun the rite thing, so thats not my fault. They're old enuf to make their own decisions and do what they want. Listen, I know I might not make all the rite decisions in like but u know y, its b/c im human. I'm not perfect kristyn and please dont ask me to be. We all make stupid choices and bad decsions sometimes, but u know the only bad thing out of that is, is if we dont learn from our mistakes and let me tell u something...I've learned so much since I was up at school and from last summer ok? I'm not the kind of person u guys are making me out to be. I've come a long way from a lot of crap in my life. And I never want to be like who i was up at school again. U know my mom never kicked me out, I chose never to come home, so dont ever think that. The things me and my mom are goin thru and went thru has nothing to do with u all. And u know what, my parents have asked me to come home but I decided not to, cuz first off u dont know my mom, 2nd I wanted to experience living without my mom for a chance. I dont know if u know but my parents are moving and they bought a house and they want me to move, but i dunno if i will. So, no, its not the same thing. Its not at all the same thing. I never wanted to go home. That was on me, not my mom. And, so I said that about yer parents..did i ever say i thought they were bad people? Nope, dont recall that. Every family has their ups and downs. No familys perfect. Whatever, I'm stayin out of this drama, I dont want any part of it, but I wont leave deanna alone. I'm not tryin to steal her away from u kristyn, shes the one who left, I didnt force her. Ok, I'll talk to u later.