My troubles...
My troubles always seem to happen around boys. I hate them... I love them... I have no fucking clue anymore! They drive me insane! All these little mind games they play. It's so simple it's either you like me or you don't! If I ask you if you do just fucking tell me the truth! I hate waiting for guys to like me. They say they do but then they tell me they're not ready for relationships. You should've fucking kept your mouth shut and should've never told me you did! I would have been better off never knowing about it at all! It's like high school all over again! I loved high school but I'm so over the drama of it! Grow the fuck up and get serious! Just a little! All I really want is a boyfriend to be there for me. To tell things I couldn't tell my friends! To hold me when I'm feeling down. Someone who actually gives a fuck about what I'm saying!!! UGHHHHHH!!! Ok I think I'm good venting now... I seriously just want to give it a break. If it's not adam it's another guy. It never ends!!!!!! I'm always wanting someone.... It sucks... I can't wait to move out of my house too! I'll finally live with the only guy who will trust me and who i can trust back! I litterally will give him my social number! I trust him that much! Ok well, now I'm really done venting for real! I have too many exclamation marks LOL... I was just about to do it again. LOL... I'm so lie bi-polar I swear!!! Maybe it's just my two sided personality of a gemini. Oh well.... I give up I'm gonna try really hard not to like anyone right now...