well... the rest of my life begins now.......
well last night could have been the best day or the stupidest day of my life..... one question and one word answer.... changes the rest of my life! deter asked me to marry him...... yes its only been a week weve been dateing.... BUT the feelings i have for him are as stong as i had 2 years ago....... i havnt even felt this way about patrick... last time i felt liek this was tim... my first and last time ive been deeply IN love... ok so im stupid for saying i love deter... hell im IN love with deter... but noone understands if i feel this way for HIM only... and i havnt felt this way with ANYONE sinse my last true love... and he loves me... on the 28 deter,caitlin,and matt are driving here to get me... im saying good bye to everyone now... im not turning back... ill be home quick on the 8th and 9th of febuary but after that im gone... well anyways... to deters question i thought about it and listened to my HEART... which i dont really listen to much after tim.. but i answerd him what my heart said ... YES. so i AM engajed to deter johnson.... i do love him and i am in love with him.. and if this doesnt work out then i guess im fucked.. but i know what everyones saying and you can all piss off... i dont realy care what people think all i know is that i am HAPPY! which is weird. anyways im in school and everything and im doing something for his day! yes today is deters birtday!
HAPPY BITHRDAY BABY!!!!!! i love you with all my heart ! till death do us part baby!