Title: Institutionalised
Author:
xxtoxicmexxPairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Do I own My Chemical Romance? Sure. They are out back riding my diamond encrusted unicorns. I LIE.
Summary: Gerard is Frank's new nurse, Frank is the schizo patient. Can Gerard resist? 'Course not.
Beta:
gee4presidentWarnings: swearing, violence, mental institutions, Pete Wentz, gay sex - in later parts. Also, not so much ANGST ANGST ANGST, its lighter and (hopefully) funny.
A.N: at bottom of the post.
Part OnePart Two He was late.
And not just a minute late.
A whole fifteen fucking minutes late.
He was never late. Or on the two times he had been late he had called ahead and told Frank that he would be late. The first time his cat was sick and had to be taken to the vet, which was understandable. Frank liked cats. The second time he was only eight minutes late because he had dinner with his mother the night before, and that was okay too.
Not this time.
He didn’t let Frank know, he didn’t let anyone know. That was not on. What if something had happened to him? What if he really was like all his other nurses and just up and left him? No. No. GID Gerard was different. He was cute, and really gay. There was no way he would leave.
With that in mind Frank sat back down on his bed and smiled thoughts of Gerard in nothing but a naughty school girl’s uniform running through his head and occupying his frantic mind.
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“Fuck! I can’t believe I am this late. Stupid cheap alarm clock, I am never shopping at Wal-Mart again. Never,” Gerard muttered to himself as he hurried down the halls to Frank’s room. He couldn’t believe he was so late.
As he passed the windows he turned and checked his hair, it was not working for him today. He was so busy fussing over his hair and trying to make it pretty for Frank, he didn’t see the other person walking towards him until he was on his arse looking up at them.
Gerard groaned. He would have a black and blue arse in a matter of minutes. He bruised way too easily for a guy, to the point where it was pathetic, really. He looked and into the baby blue eyes of the boy who he had run over and smiled.
“I’m sorry,” He said, taking in the boy’s appearance. He had wavy brown hair that framed his boyish face. He was kinda lean with an athlete’s body and he had the most mischievous smile Gerard had even seen… well not counting Frank’s that was.
“Dude, it was totally my fault,” the boy replied holding out a hand for Gerard to take.
Gerard grabbed the hand and was pulled to his feet. He dusted off his uniform and turned to the boy again. He could tell by the grey sweatpants and white top that he was patient here but he had never seen him before.
“Umm, what’s your name?” He asked, feeling stupid for not knowing him.
“Oh right, I’m Bam,” the boy, Bam, replied.
“Bam?” Gerard questioned. He had never heard of a name like that before.
“Yeah, it’s short for Brandon. And you’re Gerard, aren’t you?”
Gerard blinked rapidly. “Uhh yes, I am. How did you know that?”
“Frank talks about you none stop in group therapy. Its kinda annoying actually.”
“Oh,” Gerard said blushing. He cleared his throat awkwardly and looked at Bam again, feeling the need to say something so he blurted out, “So, not to be nosy, but what are you in here for?”
Bam just smirked at the change of subject. “I’m a pyro, got sent here after I tried to burn down my school. It was fucking worth it though, to see that building go up in beautiful flames. Of course, I do miss skating, but Ville’s gonna get me a board soon so it’s all okay.”
Great Gerard thought he was talking to a pyro-manic. “Ville?”
Bam got all bashful at the name and looked down at his feet to try and hide his blush, “Yeah Ville, he uhh he looks after me and keeps me out of trouble you know? He’s a really nice guy you should meet him. They don’t let him out much; they say he’s too dangerous. But I can go see him all the time ‘cause he likes me.”
Gerard gulped. He was so used to Frank and his crowd he’d forgotten about the locked ward were all the really bad patients were kept. “W-what’s he in there for?” he all but whispered.
“Oh, yeah, he thinks he’s a vampire of something. Yeah when he was on the outside he used to murder people and drink their blood and shit so they sent him here but he’s really nice when you get to know him and he’s only tried to bite me like... three times. I’m on my way to see him, do you wanna come? And don’t worry, when he bites, it’s really not that hard. So you wanna come?” Bam asked, getting all excited at the thought of seeing Ville and totally miss reading Gerard’s shocked face.
“Uhh as …lovely as that sounds I have to go see Frank and I’m running really late so maybe… maybe next time yeah?” Gerard said, paling slightly as his eyes went big.
Bam laughed. “Don’t worry, I was only joking. I love the reactions. Wentz was the best, he was screaming and running around everywhere! That freak wouldn't recognise a joke if it danced naked in front of him wearing a tea-cosy."
Gerard smiled awkwardly at Bam’s choice of words but said nothing in reply to it. “Right, well, Bam, it was nice meeting you but I really have to go.”
Bam nodded and said bye before jogging to the end of the hall and turning the corner out of site. Before Gerard could try to process what he had just happened he realised the time.
“Shit!”
He was more than half an hour late now, Frank would be pissed. Cursing to himself he started to run towards Frank’s room wanting to get there before the patient did something he would regret.
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“I mean it Wentz if you don’t leave right now I am going to break your dirty neck!” Frank roared at Wentz who stood leaning against the wall smirking.
“I’m just saying Frankie-boy that obviously Gerard doesn’t want in your schizo pants. Besides I saw him talking to Bam on my way over here and you know what Bam’s like, a few shy smiles and blushes and he will have Gerard in Ville’s room so quick it will make his head spin.”
Frank growled at Wentz, mainly because it wasn’t true. GID Gerard would not leave him and he did want in Frank’s pants he was sure of it. As for Bammie, that kid was psycho but he wouldn’t do that to Frank, both him and Vamp Ville knew that he had claims on GID Gerard.
“Oh please Wentz, coming from you that means nothing… in fact if I remember correctly you were the last person to go to Vamp Ville’s room, right? You still have the scars don’t you?” Frank said, smirking when Wentz paled and held a hand to his neck.
“Thought so. So why don’t get the fuck outta my room before I do something I know I won’t regret. You don’t get to me anymore Wentz.”
Wentz just sputtered and growled because, really, he didn’t have a comeback. He remembered the good old days when he could get Frank riled up in minutes and sedated in a few more. Not these days though, and it sucked. It was always his main source of fun and now it was gone.
That all changed for him when the door opened and a panting Gerard entered the room. He was out of breath and panting, his pretty white face going red and was so exhausted from running he was leaning against the door.
“GID Gerard! You’re here! Wait… you’re late! Why the fuck are you late? It’s been over half an hour,” Frank said, watching him closely.
Gerard looked up and tried to smile, “S-sorry Frank, my… alarm broke… then I ran into Bam… and I got here… as soon as… I could,” He managed to breathe out.
Pete smirked and quickly called Worm on his walkie talkie, while Frank helped Gerard into the room and lowered him on the bed.
“God I’m so out of shape,” Gerard murmured making Wentz frown. Gerard had to be the prettiest thing he had seen in a long time and there was no way that body was out of shape.
Frank just laughed and started talking to him and Wentz watched. Watched how Gerard actually listened to him and how Frank talked so animatedly… it was sickening.
“You said Frank was out of control, Wentz.”
All three turned to the doorway were Worm stood, holding a needle that Gerard had not seen since his first day here.
“What are you doing here Worm?” Gerard asked confused as to what was going on.
“Wentz said that Frank was going off at him and that I needed to get down here.”
Gerard jumped as Frank growled next to him, glaring at Wentz, “You foul, loathsome, evil little cockroach Wentz! I am not out of control!”
“Then what are you doing here schizo?”
Frank jumped off the bed and charged for Wentz, fully intending to knock his stupid head off his stupid shoulders but a hand around his wrist stopped him. He turned and saw the pretty pale hand of Gerard’s gripping him.
“Leave it Frank and come sit down.”
“No.”
Gerard sighed as Worm walked over and pushed Frank back to his bed, but he only got up again as Worm pushed him down. He gave Gerard a look that he knew meant he had to tie him down. Gerard smiled sadly and nodded, watching as Worm left, dragging a smirking Wentz with him.
Gerard sighed and started working on tying down Frank’s hands while his patient grumpily stared at the ceiling.
“At least he didn’t sedate you or anything Frank,” Gerard whispered once Frank was all strapped down.
“Yeah I guess… But damn its been a while since you had me strapped down like this GID Gerard… come on, do something dirty to me,” Frank whispered smirking at Gerard’s wide-eyed expression.
“Frank…” Gerard muttered, looking down and playing with Frank’s straps.
“Come on baby, just a kiss, we’ve spent months just dancing around this just… come on. You have me tied down so I can’t throw you down and fuck that little arse of yours into the mattress… as much as I do want to, I wont. Well I would if I could but I can’t…so…please?” Frank pleaded straining against the restraints to get closer to his nurse.
Gerard wanted nothing more than to ravish his patient but he still had his doubts. For one thing Frank was a schizophrenic and he knew that he could go off without the proper medication and two…well, he was the nurse and nurses just don’t sleep with patients unless they are in porno’s which Gerard was not. Never again he promised himself. He sighed to himself; he didn’t really have a good enough reason not to make out with Frank. He knew he liked him and that his patient liked him back so it was stupid to be dancing around it. So…
Why not?
Gerard blushed at Frank’s words but leaned down anyway, his hair creating a curtain that blocked the room from view. He licked his lips lightly watching Frank eyes watch his lips and softly pressed his lips to side of Frank’s mouth before sliding them across to his mouth.
Frank was in fucking heaven.
His lips were petal soft and so perfect
Gerard moved his lips against Frank’s trying and failing to not enjoy his patient’s lips underneath his own. Frank opened his mouth a bit and sucked Gerard’s bottom lip into his mouth making his nurse close his eyes and kiss harder.
Just as he was actually getting into it, his tongue slowly making its way into GID Gerard’s mouth, his nurse pulled away and stood up, moving to stand a few feet away from his bed.
“Fucking-shit-arse-mother-fucker-dick-head-cunt!” Frank cursed in one long sentence. He was really getting into that.
“You did not just call me that!” Gerard said, sounding shocked at Frank’s outburst.
“Course not! I was just venting because I thought I was finally getting somewhere with you, but noo. You had to pull away and be a total …Argh come on, I know you want me!” Frank whined pulling against his straps and trying to push his body off the bed.
“I know, I know, I’m sorry but it just takes a bit of getting used to,” Gerard murmured walking back over to sit next to Frank again.
“What? Is the fact that I’m a guy?” Frank asked mildly in shock.
“No, of course not. That has nothing to do with it. It’s just that… you’re a patient”
Frank looked dumbfounded. “What? That’s it? That’s your reason? That’s stupid. You should have realised by now that this place is different from the other institutions… I thought Brian explained how this place worked to you? And not to mention you so like me and I know I like you and why do I feel like I’m in fucking high school all over again?”
“Well… yeah he did. I just …I dunno. I guess I was just freaking out or whatever you know… yeah,” Gerard rambled.
Frank just raised an eyebrow at him.
Gerard sighed and moved back over the bed, he looked down at Frank again with his eyebrow still raised, and moved onto the bed to straddle his patient’s hips.
After a minute of not moving Frank frowned at him. “Uhh, are you actually going to do anything or just sit there ‘cause, your arse feels nice all pressed against me but it would be better if you moved or something? Maybe got naked?”
“Oh, right.”
Gerard moved down to Frank’s face and kissed his lips lightly before starting to rock his hips causing his patient to groan and pull against his restraints. Starting to get into Gerard sat back up and pressed his arse against Frank’s erection, rocking back into it over and over. He started to whimper at the feeling which made Frank moan out loud.
“Come on, get naked or do something more!”
Gerard stopped his movements and looked down at the panting Frank, before getting up and moving off the bed again making Frank want to smash his head on something.
“Where the fuck are you going now?”
“Well if we are going to do this then I’m going to need a change of clothes because I am not walking around in dirty clothes. And I’ll need a brush because my hair will get messy and my make-up will probably be ruined so I need to get that as well. So I’m going to get them and you know, maybe some lube and stuff… I’ll be back in like fifteen minutes tops,” Gerard said with a hand on his hip, reminding Frank way too much of a girl. This in turn made him think of Gerard in a skirt, which caused his cock to practically throb with want.
“Fucking fine, just hurry up already, it’s been fucking forever since I had sex!” Frank groaned out pulling on his restraints, starting to think that being tied wasn’t the best idea.
Gerard just smiled sweetly and kissed his cheek before practically skipping out the room. It had been forever since he had had sex as well.
Frank groaned again and pulled at his restraints, he could practically feel the bruises starting to form but he didn’t care. He wanted to be loose so he could touch GID Gerard… or maybe tie GID Gerard down…
He was broken from his dirty thoughts by giggling. Turning to face his door he saw Bam standing there trying to keep his laughter down.
“What’s up Bammie?” He mumbled out, trying to play cool and talk his noticeable erection down.
“Apart from you?”
“Oh har har har. Get out,” Frank said seriously. “What are you doing walking the halls anyway? Looking for trouble?”
"I don't go looking for trouble. Trouble usually finds me."
“Pfft yeah right,” Frank said rolling his eyes.
Bam just ignored him and walked into the room and sat down on his bed, he tossed his hair back and Frank caught site of two very violent purple marks on his neck.
“Been to see Vamp Ville have you?” He asked.
Bam smirked. “What’s it to you?”
“Just making conversation since you aren’t leaving.”
“Well then, yes I have. And it was awesome before you ask. I never thought that I would ever let a guy fuck me …but Ville… I dunno there’s just something about him that makes just want to lie down and spread ‘em. And oh my god! My arse is gonna be sore for weeks. See Ville had this velvet glove and he totally shoved it up m-”
“Shut the fuck up Bam!” Frank groaned out. He didn’t need those images now. Bam just smiled but stopped anyway.
“So yeah, Ville is pretty much awesome, he says hi by the way. You know it’s been ages since you seen him?”
“That’s great Bammie, so why don’t you go back to him because GID Gerard will be here soon and we have plans.”
Bam didn’t move.
“Going to fuck him finally? Good. Everyone has been taking bets on when you would. I wonder who won…”
“Bam, get out!”
“Hey, why don’t I get a cool nickname like everyone else?” Bam asked, getting comfortable on Frank’s bed.
Frank groaned and threw his back, really regretting letting Gerard keep him tied up.
“Because, Bam is your nickname. It doesn’t feel right to call you anything else… and all the good disorders starting with B are taken.”
“Are you gonna call Gerard, ‘GID Gerard’ when you come? ‘Cause that would be weird. Well actually… yeah, no, forget it, that would be weird.”
“I don’t know, actually. I always call him GID Gerard.”
“I think you should call him Gerard. Because, well, he’s not like us in here. He’s different and we both know that. He’s not like the other nurses and he’s closer to you than anyone else in here and to be honest he is probably the one that’s gonna get you outta here.”
“What do you mean?” Frank asked, relaxing into his pillows accepting that Bam would be there till he felt like leaving.
That kid always did whatever the fuck he wanted.
“Well, the meds have are basically keeping your schizo at bay and you can take them at home by yourself. That’s they beauty of being a schizo. I heard Brian talking to the police that were on your case and I think your getting out of here soon.”
Frank was gobsmacked. “And you never told me this because…?”
“Oh, yeah well, it was a couple weeks ago and after I heard that I went to see Ville and yeah, I was to busy to remember and then I forgot till like just then.”
“Oh, Bam. What are you doing here?” Came Gerard’s voice from the doorway.
Both turned to the door were Gerard stood holding a messenger bag close to his chest. He kept looking between them and clutched the bag tighter to him. He didn’t want Bam to know what was going on.
“I was just leaving,” Bam said. He got from the bed and said bye to both of them before walking out. Before Gerard closed the door he gave Frank the thumbs up and ran off.
“So… are you going to get naked now?” Frank asked after a tense minute of silence.
“I guess… I guess so,” Gerard replied unbuttoning his white jacket. Frank eyes went big; he hadn’t expected that to work.
Gerard took off his jacket and folded it neatly and put it on top of his bag before taking off the white tee-shirt he had underneath it. Frank felt his cock throb as Gerard’s pale chest was beared. His skin was smooth and white and Frank was able to notice a few stretch marks on his waist which made him smile. His eyes moved up and down Gerard’s chest and down past his stomach to his hips. They formed a perfect ‘V’ shape that lead down to his pants…
Which Gerard was now undoing.
Frank could feel his erection straining against his pants as Gerard shimmied out of his pants which left him in nothing but a pair of pink boxer-briefs.
It was then Frank realised they were actually going to fuck. He didn’t think that Gerard would go through with it but… he must have been right. They both liked each other and wanted each other and now it was all paying off.
Gerard walked over to him, shaking his hips a bit making Frank practically drool. He climbed on top of him and sat down, right on his erection making him buck his hips and moan out loud.
“I love your underwear,” He breathed out once he had some control over his body again.
“Well I wasn’t planning this when I dressed this morning,” Gerard replied blushing making Frank want to fuck him even more.
“You know, I can’t exactly get naked while tied up I’m can I?” Frank said pulling on his ties once more.
“Oh, you don’t need to get naked for this,” Gerard replied moving back to undo his pants.
Frank just stared blankly. He didn’t get it. Seeing his look, Gerard took a deep breath and explained it to him.
“Well, you’re going to stay tied up so you can’t touch me. So you’ll just have to watch me ride you.”
Frank groaned and threw his head back. “Who knew you would be so fucking kinky.”
“Well it was your idea,” Gerard giggled naughtily, pulling his pants and underwear down to his ankles.
Frank couldn’t reply as his erection was freed, he sighed and let his head rest on his pillow. He could practically feel Gerard staring at it as he tried to control his breathing. His head shot up as he felt Gerard’s hand slowly start to stroke it up and down.
He watched and panted as Gerard started to jack him off, slowly then faster, rubbing his thumb across the head collecting the small amount pre-come. He drew his hand away and licked his fingers making Frank moan and ache for that mouth to be licking something else.
Gerard got up and went over to his bag pulling out a condom and lube before moving back onto Frank’s lap. He pulled the wrapper open with his teeth and pushed it down on Frank’s erection making sure to stroke Frank before as he finished. He then jumped up and took his boxer-briefs off, letting them fall to his feet where he kicked them off.
Frank watched with an open mouth as Gerard moved back over to him. He was so lean and white. Everywhere was white and smooth, no tan lines or anything. The only hair that Gerard actually has was that leading down to his crotch. Frank smirked when he saw Gerard’s erection standing tall; Brian sure knew how to pick ‘em.
Gerard moved back onto Frank and opened the lube putting a generous amount onto Frank’s erection and smothering it around. He moved to poise himself above it when Frank stopped him.
“So, what? You just carry around condoms and lube in your bag?”
Gerard blushed and shook his head. “I may have been planning this for a while now …so shut up and let me fuck you. Are you ready?”
Frank snorted and nodded, of course he was fucking ready. He had been ready for fucking months.
Gerard slowly started to sink down on Frank’s erection, whimpering when his head popped through, stretching him and burning. It had been a long time since he had last done this. Frank groaned and threw his head back as Gerard’s tight heat slowly started to encase his erection. He was so tight and hot Frank didn’t think he would actually fit.
“Oh… you are…so the bitch… here,” He panted out as Gerard settled down on his hips.
“I’m on top, so… you’re the bitch… so shut up,” Gerard breathed out. He planted his hands on Frank’s chest and took a deep breath trying to get used to feeling of having something inside him again. Frank waited patiently, trying to ignore his urge to buck his hips into Gerard over and over again till he was nothing but a moaning and whimpering mess of a pretty boy.
“Are you okay, GID Gerard?” Frank asked, quietly. It had been a couple minutes and his nurse had yet to move.
Gerard nodded his head, still looking at his hands on Frank’s chest. He swallowed and suddenly pulled Frank’s white wife-beater over his head so he could see his chest. He gasped at all the designs that decorated his chest. He ran his hands over them ignoring Frank’s heavy breathing and started to rock his hips feeling Frank’s erection throb inside him.
Gerard rocked harder, pressing his lips together, eyes rolling slightly in his head as he got used to feeling of Frank inside him. He lifted his hands to press into Frank’s chest, rolling his abdomen and hissing in pleasure as he watched his pale hands move over Frank’s tanned and inked chest. “Feels, so uhh… good.”
Frank smiled and moaned. This was more like it. He started to move his own hips in time with Gerard’s and started to thrust up driving himself further into Gerard, looking for that spot that he knew would make whimper and melt.
Gerard threw his head back and lifted himself up to impale himself on Frank’s erection harder, moving up and down he looked at Frank’s face, watched his eyes rake over his body before landing on his own.
Gerard leaned down and kissed him, hot tongue and teeth, he pressed his mouth close to Frank’s and let him control the kiss, thrusting his tongue into his nurses mouth as Gerard’s hips moved harder down on his own.
Frank broke the kiss and threw his head back, watching with half closed eyes as Gerard bounced on his lap over and over again wanting nothing more than to hold onto those perfect hips and guide him.
“Let my hands free, please!” He moaned out.
Not in the mood to be a tease and deny Frank, Gerard slowed his movements and quickly undid then, Frank encouraging him with a chant of “yes, yes, yes.” As soon as his hands were free he grabbed Gerard’s waist and pulled him down, slamming his mouth against Gerard’s, as his hands moved up and down his back, taking in all the dips and curves of his body before settling on his arse and squeezing, making Gerard whimper into the kiss.
Gerard broke the kiss and sat as Frank’s hands settled on his hips. He started to rock his hips with Frank’s guide he changed his movements and tilted his hips. His eyes shot open and he screamed when the tip of Frank’s erection hit his prostate dead on.
“Yes! ...please Frank, please… there again, please!” He begged, trying to find that spot that again.
Frank groaned at Gerard’s begging and thrust his harder up into his nurse searching for that magical little bundle of nerves. He hit a second and a third time each making Gerard scream and beg for more till he was nearly sobbing with need.
They both started moving in unison, wanting to get off and get that high they got. Gerard wanted to find that spot deep inside him that he loved so much, he needed to find that spot again. Fast and faster they moved getting lost in the fucking, their moans and whimpers bouncing off the walls as they got louder and faster.
Frank, knowing he wouldn’t last long with Gerard squeezing his internal muscles around him pulled one of his hands from Gerard’s hip not noticing the purpling bruise he left there, grabbed a hold of Gerard’s leaking erection and started to jack him off hard and fast.
“Come on, come one. Let go, just let go,” He chanted to his whimpering nurse.
Gerard nodded and with one final thrust to his prostate he screamed Frank’s name and clenched his muscles tight as his orgasm overtook him and triggered Frank’s own.
“Oh fuck, Gerard!”
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A.N: I know, I know, it's been forever since I update but year 12 pretty much rules my life so you might have to wait a while for the next part but hopefully this will tide every one over. I made it extra long and everything.
I also added three Harry Potter quotes caus I felt like it, cookies to anyone who can point them all out lol
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