May 10, 2006 03:17
I smile because when I cry it doesn’t help. When I cry all it does is make people ask me if I’m okay, I would love nothing more than to punch these people. I’m sitting here, crying, but yes I am perfectly happy. I mean come on give me a break, obviously I’m not okay.
I try to be a happy person, but sometimes I can't help but be sad.
I've never been scared of someone before. Sometimes maybe a little intimidated, but never scared. But you, you scared me, with those beautiful eyes & your amazing smile. I'm so scared that things wont work out, that I will want you forever & things wont last.