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Well, I've only been on my new meds for about 2-3 days and the difference between last week and this week are remarkable. I actually feel better, however, the tiredness is still there. I didn't crawl out of bed until 12 -___-. So, hopefully, this sickness will be gone in about another week.
Last night was a tought night for me, however, but not because of the sickness. Briefly speaking, my parents are getting a divorce. It's been one of those things where it's been coming for a long time, but regardless of how much you try to ignore it, you can't. I suppose I've just been trying to make the best out of everything that had been going on for the last 18 years and had convinced myself that everything was going to be alright, when infact, it was crumbling down infront of me. So last night, my Dad had come downstairs to talk to my brother and I and I just started crying because I don't want this to happen, but I know that if it continues the way it is, my mother will be miserable for the rest of her life and so will my dad, but more my mom. I'm just worried about him also and what's going to happen to him and just everything that comes along with divorce. I'd always hoped that my family wouldn't have to go through this because, as I was growing up, I saw so many kids whose parents were divorced and I had always been glad to know that my family wasn't like that. But now we've become a statistic, and as much as it pains me, I know that it'll be for the best in the end, regardless of how I feel now. We'll all just have to deal with this one day at a time.
I need to head over to the Post Office before I leave for work to drop off a Half.com order and then I'm 4-8 tonight. Then Monday and Tuesday I'm off, Wed. I work, Thurs. I'm off, Fri.I work and then Sat. I'm off. I only have 17 hrs. this week, bleh. But, I've calculated how much I need to sock away for this loan repayment and I just need to put away atleast $120 a week and I should be okay. But, I'm going to try and put in atleast $130 - 150, depending on my check. And then Saturday, my brother is escorting a friend of his to her semi-formal prom up in Scranton, PA. and I'm going to drive up with him and my Mom. Speaking of which, I need to call work about getting a corsaige made for him.
Well, I'd better be off to go and do that. Until next time.
Last night was a tought night for me, however, but not because of the sickness. Briefly speaking, my parents are getting a divorce. It's been one of those things where it's been coming for a long time, but regardless of how much you try to ignore it, you can't. I suppose I've just been trying to make the best out of everything that had been going on for the last 18 years and had convinced myself that everything was going to be alright, when infact, it was crumbling down infront of me. So last night, my Dad had come downstairs to talk to my brother and I and I just started crying because I don't want this to happen, but I know that if it continues the way it is, my mother will be miserable for the rest of her life and so will my dad, but more my mom. I'm just worried about him also and what's going to happen to him and just everything that comes along with divorce. I'd always hoped that my family wouldn't have to go through this because, as I was growing up, I saw so many kids whose parents were divorced and I had always been glad to know that my family wasn't like that. But now we've become a statistic, and as much as it pains me, I know that it'll be for the best in the end, regardless of how I feel now. We'll all just have to deal with this one day at a time.
I need to head over to the Post Office before I leave for work to drop off a Half.com order and then I'm 4-8 tonight. Then Monday and Tuesday I'm off, Wed. I work, Thurs. I'm off, Fri.I work and then Sat. I'm off. I only have 17 hrs. this week, bleh. But, I've calculated how much I need to sock away for this loan repayment and I just need to put away atleast $120 a week and I should be okay. But, I'm going to try and put in atleast $130 - 150, depending on my check. And then Saturday, my brother is escorting a friend of his to her semi-formal prom up in Scranton, PA. and I'm going to drive up with him and my Mom. Speaking of which, I need to call work about getting a corsaige made for him.
Well, I'd better be off to go and do that. Until next time.