Oct 03, 2004 10:17
i dont know what happened..i just started to feel like shit all over again. I dont feel happy, I feel sad. I miss people, I miss having people miss me.
I was thinking, and just memories of bad times came back...
I finally got alex to go to homecoming..but he doesnt want to go with me anymore.
I miss john, i doubt he is going to call me tonight..i want him to so badly..i miss him.
this week is not going to be good
I'm just going to wait for lucas to call..thats if he remembers.