set to fail still???
so much has changed jeeze! well i got a new bf hes cool its legit his name is dennis hartsell we just smoke weed andwatch movies all day lol... so my best friend for forever it seems has left for the airforce :( im really going to miss craig erickson he was like my brother. what sucks is matt is leaving in jan my real brother then if dennis and me arent friends isd have noone its really scary to think about i cant believe im still here in everett, however recently i quit smoking ciggs and im going to see my mom in a week so my life doesnt exactly suck as much as it could im working out all the time got a six pack and somehow am loving life even though my debt is keeping me from the life i should be living and is snaring me in the hellhole everett i cant wait to get out. dennis as really brought out my artistic side i think i might take up as a new fav pass time. i think ive watched the same movies i own a 1000 times they dont have cable here and i havnt been home in a month. things were getting really bad at home dad kept accusing me of stealing his jeans a knife and his glasses all of wich i didnt take and he found them eventually on his own. haha the douch dad said i probly put them back somewhere where he could find them kinda like jeremy and his keys that morning he almost made me late what a family!!! any ways with each gift god gives you it comes when all is going down the drain im really due for some good shit but just incase ive been taking care of my shit and working on getting in school its all going to work out here in about 3 months so hopefully the next time im here writing in you more good stuff happens that i can talk about