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So right now i'm not feeling so shabby, and unfortunatley i have no one to really talk to about it. it's the kind of feeling that u know u should never in ur life have. and there's no one to express these feelings i'm having. i don't want people to worry about me and such and thus if i express these feelings they will. i'm just sick of hurting. i'm sick of wanting more out of my life. i'm sick of feeling like i've missed out on everything, a kid is suppossed to do when they are young. i'm sick of hating myself and hating everything i've become. i hate that everyone insults "emo" kids. no one ever wants to be considered emo, no one wants to be controlled by their emotions, no one wants to feel extremely unhappy, no one wants to be disliked for having emotions.