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man this is all messed up. i feel so bad, numb , lost , dislocated from the world and all things..i hurt , but its my fault to. i made the decision. and actually i need to stop feeling bad for myself. it needed to be done..
okay heres the run down of the weekend:
Friday.. me and my brother went to go pick up paul. saturday .. we woke up ansd went to mooresville and got me a new car "suzuki frorenza" well suppoesdly my car, my dad told me it was mine untill we got home, only a few ppl side with him. i mean im not goin to make payments on a car thats not mine , im sry i wnt do it. so i ve cried and argued and got angry all weekend becuz of that.
sunday.... well all hell broke lose then. i went and got meg , took her to the church and as son as we got there i get a call from paul sayin he needs a ride so i go get him and hear what i ddin t wanna hear. som stupid junk that i feel doesnt need to be said to an exact point. and well me and paul had been arguin and stuff lately and he had said som thing sthat i didnt want to heaqr, his parents hate me and i mean it feels like theresn o hope right now, so as i broke up with him sundayt morning. i feel really down like i ve lost one of my bestfriends that i have known since birth. mostly more than that.. its like everyiones breakin up , or takin a break. i feel down and i have felt down alot lately
im at school.. blah sup[poes to be workin on somthin but im lettin my partner do that , which i dont know if she is .well i m tired of whining , i have no need for much lately so i think im goin to do what im good at : hiding it , put on a show and put that loely fake smile on later guys
okay heres the run down of the weekend:
Friday.. me and my brother went to go pick up paul. saturday .. we woke up ansd went to mooresville and got me a new car "suzuki frorenza" well suppoesdly my car, my dad told me it was mine untill we got home, only a few ppl side with him. i mean im not goin to make payments on a car thats not mine , im sry i wnt do it. so i ve cried and argued and got angry all weekend becuz of that.
sunday.... well all hell broke lose then. i went and got meg , took her to the church and as son as we got there i get a call from paul sayin he needs a ride so i go get him and hear what i ddin t wanna hear. som stupid junk that i feel doesnt need to be said to an exact point. and well me and paul had been arguin and stuff lately and he had said som thing sthat i didnt want to heaqr, his parents hate me and i mean it feels like theresn o hope right now, so as i broke up with him sundayt morning. i feel really down like i ve lost one of my bestfriends that i have known since birth. mostly more than that.. its like everyiones breakin up , or takin a break. i feel down and i have felt down alot lately
im at school.. blah sup[poes to be workin on somthin but im lettin my partner do that , which i dont know if she is .well i m tired of whining , i have no need for much lately so i think im goin to do what im good at : hiding it , put on a show and put that loely fake smile on later guys