Apr 11, 2008 02:34
I'm not psychic, I'm not omniscient, but I am not dumb either, I can understand that you are hiding something, or at least not telling me the whole truth. No worries... I won't ask anymore. I noticed that every time some guy comes along and gives you attention, you just can't say no, so you keep him while at the same time still try to have me around as backup, even though you say you're not trying to do it, or you're not doing it on purpose, which is probably true. It's like I am not enough for you or you just like the attention way too much... or at least that's what it looks like from my perspective. It's unattractive. But whatever, it's your life anyway, you do what you want with it. Just when I thought things were starting to get better, I am reminded of what you said three weeks ago.
Anyway not gonna stress over that, and on a brighter note... these past two weeks have been great so far. It's been pretty busy, but a lot of good times. I will start with the business stuff. Classes started last week, and I haven't missed any of them and I plan to keep it that way. Crashed two classes like I said I would, got in one of them but still waiting to get in the other. Work also started last week. I received a promotion so I'm happy about that. I'm only gonna be working 15 hrs per week this quarter, but it's probably better that way, I need more time for school and other stuff like tennis and kickboxing anyway. Kickboxing, I will see if I can do twice a week, if not then once. I am also really excited for intramural tennis. I REALLY miss playing tennis competitively... haven't done that in almost 2 years. Oh, and I went to Bamboozle Left this past Saturday with Edith. I had an awesome time with her! Loove Jimmy Eat World. It's just too bad that I missed a couple of bands I kinda wanted to see, but it's cool, there will be another time.
Besides all the business stuff and Bamboozle... I met a girl named Minhy a few weeks ago. She's Vietnamese, really short, SUPER cute, great personality, and really funny too. At first I wanted to just be friends with her. But... we've been talking a lot, almost everyday. We actually have one class together. Last week, we got together and played tennis one day. She is pretty good too... one of the better girls I've seen at tennis. Then we also went clubbing at Sandbar one night with her housemates for some frat's charity fundraiser event thing. That was really fun. We had lunch together one day after class because the prof let the class out really early. This week, we went to the all-you-can-eat pho night held by VSA (Vietnamese Student Association) and went to their general meeting tonight too. By the way, I'm gonna go to their event thing with the VSA from other campuses this weekend at Cal Poly Pomona and the OC. That'll be fun, I wanna meet some more Vietnamese people because I haven't met very many at UCSB. We were also planning to play tennis today, but she forgot she already made dinner plans. But yea, basically, I've been spending some of my free time with her and she's really growing on me. We'll see what happens. :)
Time to sleep.