My Lifes Falling Apart!!!
Well where do I begin??? Me and Michael broke up. It really hurts, but then again it dont. But when it does hurt it hurts so bad to whyere I just want to be left into a dark cave and just cry, because I cant find a job I'm getting no where!! Now I feel like that I have someone to talk to and that understands how Im feeling. Its gunna be really weird. We both agreed on it, I was just getting sick of doing this over and over and Michael said that he dont want the telling his bf wheres hes going and stuff like that. I dont know if It hurts him as bad but if so he is a real damn good actor!!! It just felt like he was the only one that understood how I was feeling and why. It made it kinda easier to talk to him, all my other friends dont do it all that much. My emotions are going nuts!! I wanna talk to someone but I dont know who to call or who to talk to. I just dont know whats gunna happen to us now. Its sad to think about it, but I guess it was ment to be. Now I guess we can only rely on is fate.... I guess.