Bleh Bleh Bleh.. Yeah that sums it up.
I feel drained and rather blah. Not sure why just know that it is how I feel. It seems that tomorrow will continue to be a mystery. All I hope and pray for is that it is not a waste and that it has something to do with a job because if it doesn't then it will be a waste of my time and I have no need for that.
Yeah I know, What's up? I really don't know. My mood is down and I have school to still work through later tonight and for the first time I am not excited about it. Yesterday I aced another exam. Just add it to the growing list. Today is just one day that I wish wasn't here to nag me. Mainly because I am not in the mood for any type of bullshit at all. Not for anyone.
Question, Have any of you ever felt like the third wheel. You are allowed to be around but if it came down to it all you weren't really wanted? That is another thing probably getting to me at last. I feel as if I am not really wanted around by anyone here. I have you guys, But you are it really. Here I exist and do what is expected but other than that, Well I don't know. I feel as if, If I went away, No one would notice let alone care. It would take them all awhile to even realize I was gone. Maybe I am wrong, But it's how I have felt alot lately. Not that I can talk about it to anyone but you guys.
Anyway, Let's move on. Nuff of my mood. Amber, tasha, Manda. How are you all doing? Better than I am I hope. Take care and I love you all to death.
-Tonia
Yeah I know, What's up? I really don't know. My mood is down and I have school to still work through later tonight and for the first time I am not excited about it. Yesterday I aced another exam. Just add it to the growing list. Today is just one day that I wish wasn't here to nag me. Mainly because I am not in the mood for any type of bullshit at all. Not for anyone.
Question, Have any of you ever felt like the third wheel. You are allowed to be around but if it came down to it all you weren't really wanted? That is another thing probably getting to me at last. I feel as if I am not really wanted around by anyone here. I have you guys, But you are it really. Here I exist and do what is expected but other than that, Well I don't know. I feel as if, If I went away, No one would notice let alone care. It would take them all awhile to even realize I was gone. Maybe I am wrong, But it's how I have felt alot lately. Not that I can talk about it to anyone but you guys.
Anyway, Let's move on. Nuff of my mood. Amber, tasha, Manda. How are you all doing? Better than I am I hope. Take care and I love you all to death.
-Tonia