Mar 24, 2005 20:43
Well just a small note before lab starts. Which will be soon. Talked to Shay and the petsmart thing will not being happening but she told me that McDonalds is hireing so I will try there first thing tomorrow. Also shay wants to have a house meeting because I have no backbone and well I wont stand up for myself as much as I should. So basically Shay wants to see if there is anyway for me not to have to leave. We think we might come to the real problem that Monica has with me as well. Should be an intresting night yeah? Then in the morning busy busy morning, Time to put in an application where I thought I never would but any job is better than no job I am so desprate it is insane.
Also found out from my sister that Beth has been trying to find me. Glad she can't. Hide from her because I told her before I left and even before Allison was born that I did not want anything to do with her anymore. From the sounds of their conversation Beth wanted me to give her money even if I had it I would not give her a dime because I know where it goes. Booze. Yeah no thanks but she doesn't need to have a part of my life nor of any money I happen to get.
On the note of Allison, She's 6months now and the pictures that Christy sends me are so cute. She's getting so much bigger and everything it is nice to see her. Though Greg comming to christy and filling her head with lies was not a plus but that was resolved quickly.
This month has been insane and I want it to be over. Shall let you all know what is going on and hopefully the crazyness of everything will go away. Still will probably move but that will all depend on everything that happens when we have the talk between us all. Who knows maybe I will find a backbone while I am here in Phoenix. Also please excuse typo's I am in a hurry and I have to go. take care everyone love you guys.
-Tonia