poop
so i just got back from watching spider man 2......it was awesome.....waaaay better than the first even.....but seeing movies like that make me realize how fucking lonely i am....i'm tired of not having anyone in my life....i just want someone i can hold when i feel like shit....or someone i can go places with and have it not feel like i'm going somewhere with manuel or any of my other guy friends. someone i can leave silly little messages like "p.s. i ♥ you duhh"....or someone i can hold hands with and put my arm around when we watch movies on my big screen....ehh...it'll never happen....damn these aspirations....i just have to settle with being who i am...."the friend"....story of my life ey?....never fails....maybe one day when i'm crack skinny and my hair's grown out and i have money to buy really expensive girls jeans and jean jackets and leather jackets....i'll get someone....but for now fuck it...i'm screwed......if i could be someone else even if only for a moment...it would have been a moment well spent