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So this weekend was boring as all hell because i was grounded..but i got to hang out with lea for a little bit...that's always fun..after all she's the one who introduced me to my crazy weirdo side. Friday i got pretty pissed at gabi cuz it's like she's in love with ashley now and ashley's in love with her and i just felt kind of left out i guess, maybe because ashley intimidates me alot, and it's weird cuz i've never felt like i want to impress someone or someone to like me so much. Wow that sounded really lesbianish but i guess it's like a mean girls thing..i want ashley to like me. I think the reason i got so jealous was that i am afraid that gabi will become like best friends with her now or something. I dont know i just felt extremely left out. Then i talked to gabi about it today and everything is cool now..i dont know what's going to go on between her and ashley at school tomorrow but w/e. So it was totally strange i got home from R.E. today and i was like extremely happy and i dont know why..completely weird. I CANT WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW..I WANT TO SEE EVERYONE. BEING SO DEPRIVED FROM THE WORLD IS HORRIBLE. I SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN BEEN IN FUCKING TROUBLE. I know it's not right for me to be pissed at jessica more like be pissed at her parents but anyway,,it's not fair that we get caught in her house and i get in huge trouble for it but jessica doesn't get in any trouble..she goes oh yea im grounded..but then why were u aloud to go to see the play?? why were u aloud to go to the mall with kristen?? OMG im pissed..and out of all people she should have been in the most trouble..WE GOT CAUGHT AT *HER* FUCKING HOUSE. OMg im so mad. damn i have to finish my gay ass bio project tomorrow. I hate that class..but i HEART the people in it. Viv, AShley, Mike. they are all hilarious. hmmm i guess what i am trying to get at with this whole gabi and ashley thing is that i hope ashley and i get to kno each other more..it's weird cuz me and gabi are alot a like but not many people know my stephanie side..i guess im one of those people who it takes a while to open up.

PEACE OUT BITCHES..LEA U TALK SMACK BOUT MAH GANG AND I KILL YOU