A journal is where i express and that is what ill do like it or not .
Im single. And I dont like anyone.
Theres always a first for everthing.
He looked me in my eyes, and spoke to me. This is all i want. not a realationship, just freinds nothin more then that. Everyone in there right minds know that if he said thosewords come back. Id be there. But he wont. I know this. We will never be. Im happy we talk. thats all i want nothing more. Ill never push or pursue anthing else.Just seeing his face hearing him laugh again and seeing him smile seein him happy agian means everthing to me its stops all hurt that was ever there. If he is hapy then thats all that matters.
Having him look into my eyes again even as it meaning nothing at all makes me feel safe again. i miss feeling safe,and if feeling safe means freinds so be it. Ill always love you,yet im not in love with you. You know me. Your my hero i adore you . What we had was great but its gone and i can finally live with that. I live your family. i will be tryong to go see them all.
Take care.<3
Theres always a first for everthing.
He looked me in my eyes, and spoke to me. This is all i want. not a realationship, just freinds nothin more then that. Everyone in there right minds know that if he said thosewords come back. Id be there. But he wont. I know this. We will never be. Im happy we talk. thats all i want nothing more. Ill never push or pursue anthing else.Just seeing his face hearing him laugh again and seeing him smile seein him happy agian means everthing to me its stops all hurt that was ever there. If he is hapy then thats all that matters.
Having him look into my eyes again even as it meaning nothing at all makes me feel safe again. i miss feeling safe,and if feeling safe means freinds so be it. Ill always love you,yet im not in love with you. You know me. Your my hero i adore you . What we had was great but its gone and i can finally live with that. I live your family. i will be tryong to go see them all.
Take care.<3