the rain pours down and washes our souls. we kiss.
come rain and clean us out
wash away all pain and dried up tears
show us what clean looks like
let us feel the cleansing you have in store
open up the clogged up minds
free our hearts so they can beat again
for what they once pounded so steadily for
rain come fall on his soul and mind
let us remember what our love felt like
wash away our obligations
let this day start free willingly
take away all regrets
today we live and forget
let our lips touch once again
so we feel how it's supposed to be
finally the pressure that once became a burden
will be simply - a kiss.
(me)
realization: my last jounal entry was possibly the best thing i've ever written. i'm not bragging, i'm just proud because i cant write but i think i did a pretty good job yesterday on that one.
i want it to rain. today seems like the perfect day for playing in the rain. i love the rain on days like this because it calms everything down and it's beautiful. another thing that i wish would happen is for me to have a good day or maybe not a good day but just not feel so bad. I think i've reached a point where i feel no emotion what so ever. Everything has begun to feel the same and in some ways i'm glad about feeling that way- at least then i wouldnt be sad all the time.
the main reason for why i hate Valentine's Day is that it makes people realize how lonely they are and how much they miss the people they used to love. it's such a pathetic holiday because if you've not going out with someone it sucks and the disgusting couples who are publicly displaying their lust makes it worst. does GET A ROOM not mean anything anymore? alright enough of this bitching about Valentine's Day because it's over and i'm glad:)
i can't wait for lunch. I HAVE 10 MORE MINUTES..i dont think i can last thta long. After school i'm not going home before my game which is wierd because i ALWAYS go home, but aleast now i'll be on time for the game- which is a once in a lifetime thing. i can't even sit still and take notes because i'm so hungry.
*i was thinking : if i saw you today i would 1. pass out 2.get up 3. give a hug 4. remember how much i miss you *
wash away all pain and dried up tears
show us what clean looks like
let us feel the cleansing you have in store
open up the clogged up minds
free our hearts so they can beat again
for what they once pounded so steadily for
rain come fall on his soul and mind
let us remember what our love felt like
wash away our obligations
let this day start free willingly
take away all regrets
today we live and forget
let our lips touch once again
so we feel how it's supposed to be
finally the pressure that once became a burden
will be simply - a kiss.
(me)
realization: my last jounal entry was possibly the best thing i've ever written. i'm not bragging, i'm just proud because i cant write but i think i did a pretty good job yesterday on that one.
i want it to rain. today seems like the perfect day for playing in the rain. i love the rain on days like this because it calms everything down and it's beautiful. another thing that i wish would happen is for me to have a good day or maybe not a good day but just not feel so bad. I think i've reached a point where i feel no emotion what so ever. Everything has begun to feel the same and in some ways i'm glad about feeling that way- at least then i wouldnt be sad all the time.
the main reason for why i hate Valentine's Day is that it makes people realize how lonely they are and how much they miss the people they used to love. it's such a pathetic holiday because if you've not going out with someone it sucks and the disgusting couples who are publicly displaying their lust makes it worst. does GET A ROOM not mean anything anymore? alright enough of this bitching about Valentine's Day because it's over and i'm glad:)
i can't wait for lunch. I HAVE 10 MORE MINUTES..i dont think i can last thta long. After school i'm not going home before my game which is wierd because i ALWAYS go home, but aleast now i'll be on time for the game- which is a once in a lifetime thing. i can't even sit still and take notes because i'm so hungry.
*i was thinking : if i saw you today i would 1. pass out 2.get up 3. give a hug 4. remember how much i miss you *