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well last night was my birthday party, i went to the mall with laura, sarah, tamara, dani and maggie. it was ok i bought a new outfit its pretty cute but nothing special. whoa and then we saw jake and johnathan there whoa man johnathan is really cute! whoa i probably spelled his name wrong but whatever. so after the mall we came back to my house, wen hung out in my room for a while and listined to music and took pictures and recorded ourselves, it was fun, i guess. i was supposedly being a bitch but that wasnt true its everyone was being an asshole to me and yeah it may not have been my birthday but it was my birthday party. jesus christ i felt so bad my mom bought me a $50 cake and i barely ate any. i got money! i needed money really bad for clothes but now i dont really know what clothes to buy. hmm its really confusing. in the morning we ate and then went to dani's house, we were supposed to have this big skate thing it thought the whole idea was kinda funny but it could have been fun. dani's house was ok i was seriously getting pissed off beacause she wouldnt stop playing her fucking guitar and she turned it to the loudest volume just to piss me off and i had the worst headache ever. i hate when she does shit like that she like pisses me off just beacause she knows i wont do anything about it, exept whine yeah i know i whine alot but why the fuck does she think i whine beacause shes always doing shit to annoy me that makes me whine, i mean i'm never really mean to her. its gay and i REALLY hate it. and then after sarah laura and maggie left she like turned in to this huge bitch it seemed liek she was trying to show off to her sister's friend she like started to say that i need to grow up and act my age and that i was always a whiny bitch, she acts like she's never a bitch, and through out my whole birthday party she was calling me a bitch for wanting to sit in my chair, shes done the same exact thing to me many times. that is the exact reason i never have big birthday parties i always get pissed and get called a bitch. its gay