I'm so lost right now....
My latest dilemma: I can’t say how I feel because of what would happen and what they would think. I know it would make my life sooo much more complicated than it already is…. But why can’t things ever go my way???? Doesn’t my happiness matter too? Luckily I'm going to be in Cincinnati for 2 weeks (I leave on the 28th) and I can decide what I really want… then I will finally get things cleared up. Hopefully. So what do I do until then?