YOU KNOW WHAT

[xxteenagnstxx]

I am worth the wait.

I am a good person dammit.

I need to stop caring about other people.

Other people are silly.

I'm convinced that 90% of all humans are just silly.

They do silly things
and say silly things
and are silly things

and the other 10%, well who wants to know them anyways.

Even when it gets hard

and even when it starts to ache again

and even when I wonder why I'm alone

I can't forget that I should never change who I am

thinking I need to change the way I am
to be happy

is wrong

because it may take fucking forever

which is a long god damn time

but sometime

someone will be happy with who I am

and all my paranoia I can put to rest.

All this insecurity I collected along the way

it's tugging at my sleeves

I'm longing to shake it off

Life is just a long string of events

they can't all be good, it's a roll of the dice

who you are and what you do

just depends on where it lands on the board

i'm here and i'm now and this is who I am.

I'm worth all this time.

I'm a silly human

and a snail.

And I'll be okay.

"Snails see the benefits, the beauty in every inch of life.."