Fuck this shit
i'm sick of being single. grr its been just way too long. i mean come on already. wtf am i ugly or something. shit! but ya i like this guy neil. he's like whoa. he's 21 and hot. um he's adorable but it just seems like he's got no time for me or anybody. well there is good news though well sorta kinda...i'm hoping...but ya Mijicayal or however the fuck spell his name (guy from journeys) well he's single. odds r i ain't getting a chance.
well on the other hand i love being me in some sorta way. fuck i love being scene. its awesome. i soooo wanna move to cali. its obvious that its the right choice for me. so many fucking scensters live there...but of course most of them live of their mommys and daddys money. but fuck why am i complaining there are tons of scene kids who live in nyc. but either way i know i couldn't get with a scene guy. well its not even that its the fact that not enough of my friends or at least the peolpe i hang with are scene. i'm not expecting anyone to change for me, of course not but the fact is i need this.
i need some yummy boys with girl pants and tight shits. add beautiful emo hair and maybe even some makeup, some tatts and maybe even piercings and there's the love of my life. fuck i'm forcing it. anyway for those of you that don't know i got a tattoo. and soon i'm hoping that i could transfer to City As high school.
ok well i'm off u little bum-y kids much love
well on the other hand i love being me in some sorta way. fuck i love being scene. its awesome. i soooo wanna move to cali. its obvious that its the right choice for me. so many fucking scensters live there...but of course most of them live of their mommys and daddys money. but fuck why am i complaining there are tons of scene kids who live in nyc. but either way i know i couldn't get with a scene guy. well its not even that its the fact that not enough of my friends or at least the peolpe i hang with are scene. i'm not expecting anyone to change for me, of course not but the fact is i need this.
i need some yummy boys with girl pants and tight shits. add beautiful emo hair and maybe even some makeup, some tatts and maybe even piercings and there's the love of my life. fuck i'm forcing it. anyway for those of you that don't know i got a tattoo. and soon i'm hoping that i could transfer to City As high school.
ok well i'm off u little bum-y kids much love