i just poured my heart out; theres bits of it on the floor
wow i haven't written in here in forever. does anyone even check this anymore? i haven't for like months and i just decided to tonight and thought maybe i'd write.
well this summer has been good. fun. i love my girls. and my little boys up north are tainted.. but thats ok for now. im going to kentucky tomorrow with the fam. and i will be annoyed by them by hour 4, is my guess. it should be fun i think. today was kinda crap. work and what not. we got all these new people that i just don't even know how im suppose to get along with. they're so fucking dumb. ughh. andd what else work kinda ended shitty but i can't really figure out why and it was not because of the crazy pregnant lady who told me she was going to have her baby right then in the middle of the store. i haven't felt like this in a long time and i think im going to be back where i was. which is shit. and im gonna be a wreck. and its horrible. i think i've learnt from my mistakes though.. oh god i hope i have. im being overly dramatic. and really just becausei don't think anyone reads this and maybe one day i can read this again and understand better whats going on with me right now.
well this summer has been good. fun. i love my girls. and my little boys up north are tainted.. but thats ok for now. im going to kentucky tomorrow with the fam. and i will be annoyed by them by hour 4, is my guess. it should be fun i think. today was kinda crap. work and what not. we got all these new people that i just don't even know how im suppose to get along with. they're so fucking dumb. ughh. andd what else work kinda ended shitty but i can't really figure out why and it was not because of the crazy pregnant lady who told me she was going to have her baby right then in the middle of the store. i haven't felt like this in a long time and i think im going to be back where i was. which is shit. and im gonna be a wreck. and its horrible. i think i've learnt from my mistakes though.. oh god i hope i have. im being overly dramatic. and really just becausei don't think anyone reads this and maybe one day i can read this again and understand better whats going on with me right now.