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today was shit. and even though it was shit i feel like i should remember how shitty it was. because it was just that shitty. all started to go wrong with the car vid.
sometimes i can't wait to get out of barrie and go to school. i was giong to take a year off but i realize i can't anymore. i can't take an extra year of this.unless i go away which would cost money. and i don't have money. and i don't know what i want to do with my life. and it scares me because its coming closer, and my dad wants me to write my sats.. and im just scared.
scared for my future and the unknown.
i hope i turn out OK.
or rather i wish i knew that everything would just turn out OK.
sometimes i can't wait to get out of barrie and go to school. i was giong to take a year off but i realize i can't anymore. i can't take an extra year of this.unless i go away which would cost money. and i don't have money. and i don't know what i want to do with my life. and it scares me because its coming closer, and my dad wants me to write my sats.. and im just scared.
scared for my future and the unknown.
i hope i turn out OK.
or rather i wish i knew that everything would just turn out OK.