i'm so evil!
i thought i had a concience, but last night i proved that wrong. i keyed someones car for practically NO reason, AT ALL. mainly because he deserved it. what a fucking ass. he ALWAYS parks in the same parking space, like.. EVERYTIME he goes to the mall. then, like last night for some STRANGE reason, i decided to park SORTOF near there.. & there were like 1 million spaces open.. including his.. & he freakin parks behind me.. of all spaces open, he chooses the one directly behind mine. its not like either of our cars are very.. inconspicuos. i have a neon green geo prizm, & he has a black cherokee with one of the windows missing, so it has a plexiglass window that has 69 ducktaped on the side. yea, so he deffinatly KNEW i would notice, & theres no way that he didnt notice that was my car parked RIGHT in front of him... so anyways.. i keyed his jeep.. it JUST got a new paint job.. HAHA.. (as i all have no remorse for the evil & cruel things i do.)
my mother is sick of the shawn stupidity.. so she decided that it would just be easier to change my cell phone number.. so yea. when i was going out with him, i hope he wasnt this much of a psycho.. well, yeah, he was a bit intense.
lucy got me this f-ing HUGE college book... i shoulod look @ it later.
i was talking to the cheerleaders on the bus today.. & i realized that this year.. like the begining part of it sucks to break up with someone.. cuz.. i dont want to go & get all attached to someone & then move away. thats gonna be sad to say goodbye.. its bad enough i have to say goodbye to all my friends, i wont be able to handle the goodbyes to another relationship at the same time. i dont know, its weird, cuz i really want a b/f.. i just dont want to go through all the bullshit that goes along with a boyfriend. w/e..
jess calls me "big b".. or "b1"... as in big bitch, or bitch 1 & meg taylor is bitch 2. all the sophomores are like, "i hated you last year, this year you're mad cool." i dont know.. its just the way i am.. i'm bitchy. i dont mean it personally to anyone. i just do it unintentially. but i'm TRYING to make the effort. its just really hard. its so much easier to shut everyone out & be mean to people than it is to open up & be nice. as much as i want to be open with people.. i just cant a lot of the time. me & ashley are gonna hang out on tuesday after practice.. its cool to not have to be like, "no i hate everyone."
w/e.. i'm making progress from being anti-social. its not EASY!! as a little side note, the boys got beaten (literally).. they hurt tyrone :( the other team was a bit .. intense. we lost 16-41.. at least we scored? :) i'm TRYING to be posotive. & i didnt happen to see number 82 in at all.. :( i saw him talking to coach tre, though.. something about not being at enough practices.. he plays next week! our first home game.. i'm really excited! :)
everyone should come to the game next weekend.. we're gonna do the dance routine & stuff.. its mad cool.
k i'm gonna go. i'm sick of typing. maybe i'll go chill w/ andrea or something.
.+.LaTeR.+.
my mother is sick of the shawn stupidity.. so she decided that it would just be easier to change my cell phone number.. so yea. when i was going out with him, i hope he wasnt this much of a psycho.. well, yeah, he was a bit intense.
lucy got me this f-ing HUGE college book... i shoulod look @ it later.
i was talking to the cheerleaders on the bus today.. & i realized that this year.. like the begining part of it sucks to break up with someone.. cuz.. i dont want to go & get all attached to someone & then move away. thats gonna be sad to say goodbye.. its bad enough i have to say goodbye to all my friends, i wont be able to handle the goodbyes to another relationship at the same time. i dont know, its weird, cuz i really want a b/f.. i just dont want to go through all the bullshit that goes along with a boyfriend. w/e..
jess calls me "big b".. or "b1"... as in big bitch, or bitch 1 & meg taylor is bitch 2. all the sophomores are like, "i hated you last year, this year you're mad cool." i dont know.. its just the way i am.. i'm bitchy. i dont mean it personally to anyone. i just do it unintentially. but i'm TRYING to make the effort. its just really hard. its so much easier to shut everyone out & be mean to people than it is to open up & be nice. as much as i want to be open with people.. i just cant a lot of the time. me & ashley are gonna hang out on tuesday after practice.. its cool to not have to be like, "no i hate everyone."
w/e.. i'm making progress from being anti-social. its not EASY!! as a little side note, the boys got beaten (literally).. they hurt tyrone :( the other team was a bit .. intense. we lost 16-41.. at least we scored? :) i'm TRYING to be posotive. & i didnt happen to see number 82 in at all.. :( i saw him talking to coach tre, though.. something about not being at enough practices.. he plays next week! our first home game.. i'm really excited! :)
everyone should come to the game next weekend.. we're gonna do the dance routine & stuff.. its mad cool.
k i'm gonna go. i'm sick of typing. maybe i'll go chill w/ andrea or something.
.+.LaTeR.+.