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Sometimes it just seems easier to ignore all the tension in my life with a good song or hardcore workout. I am just obsessed with keeping myself preoccupied. Maybe I'm not "facing" all my problems, but for now it works and it's what I need.
I am learning to let my scabs heal. More importantly, I am learning to look at things in a different way and not get caught up in the worlds I create for myself. I'm learning to think sensibly before I make a decision.
I am changing my outlook starting with my patience and confidence. I feel like I have become increasingly cynical and pessimistic with recent events. I need to do something that will let me know things can change and not everything will always be so miserable.
Life gives you the people you need. And maybe, what you need is not what you want.
I am learning to let my scabs heal. More importantly, I am learning to look at things in a different way and not get caught up in the worlds I create for myself. I'm learning to think sensibly before I make a decision.
I am changing my outlook starting with my patience and confidence. I feel like I have become increasingly cynical and pessimistic with recent events. I need to do something that will let me know things can change and not everything will always be so miserable.
Life gives you the people you need. And maybe, what you need is not what you want.