May 01, 2008 23:46
Things have been going really well and so I hope I don't jinx myself by admitting this out loud. My summer, albeit only three days into, has been fantastic. There are lots of things I look forward to during the next couple of months. Aside from my lovely summer classes (including a late night lab from 6-10pm ayeee) I'm looking to get my volunteer on . A lot of times students say med schools only look for students who volunteer at hospitals, but I really want to be part of other efforts as well. If any one knows of anything cool please fill me in. I'm really looking to be part of many different things. I was also thinking about getting a job, but it would have to be very part time considering the fact I want to volunteer more. So we'll see how that works out. Right now I am a particularly happy panda because I got to hang out with some very cool people today and I found out I made straight A's! On a compleeeetely different note, I feel like I screw myself out of a lot of things. As cliche as it sounds, I wish I would just be myself at times and not let who I pretend to be become me. Um, does that even make sense? At this point I don't know. It's times like these where I wish I was that outgoing type of person who has an answer and question for everything. I'm just in the mood to sit back and analyze everything but sometimes I think it makes all the difference to just leave the pieces on the floor and accept something new. I don't think I know what I want. I just know what feels right.