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the daily things inside sarah's head.
i'm tired.
extremely.
i have a lot of stuff to do this weekend.
not going to waste my time by listing it all.
i almost feel like dan is bored when he's with me. the conversations have gotten less talkative sometimes. is this how it gets when you've been with someone for a while? i don't want to bore him. i want to do something different.
sometimes i just wish he'd tell me exactly how he feels with no exceptions. just the straight truth, the whole truth. like he reads when he reads this.
maybe he does tell me everything. maybe it's just my self doubt that makes me feel like he doesn't. that he isn't happy. that's he's bored. i don't know. i never know. i do know one thing. i love him.
i want to be able to live and not be judged. but that will never happen. there's not one thing i can do without at least one person judging me. it's like in main street. everyone is constantly watching for something to talk about. They like to pick and pry, they're worse than vultures!
I felt smart today. I did all my work.
Little shop in 2 weeks. Oh geez. i'm scared. terrified, is more like it. we have everything done it's just the fact of people pulling together and making it all work. we've had leads on vacation so they have to learn everything. we have complex dances that need fine tuned. we have blocking that needs learned. we have music that sounds amazing..when we're looking at the music. we have a plant that was over 4000 dollars on it's way from north hollywood cross country in a truck to the state theatre for US and we could end up not pulling this off. we worked our asses off for that plant and I want to put on a good show. it has the potential to be a great show. mean green mother is one of the best dances i've seen. if we pull it off. i hope we do.
i think that's all thats in my head. some stuff is still in my head from yesterday. other than that. that's it.
i'm tired.
extremely.
i have a lot of stuff to do this weekend.
not going to waste my time by listing it all.
i almost feel like dan is bored when he's with me. the conversations have gotten less talkative sometimes. is this how it gets when you've been with someone for a while? i don't want to bore him. i want to do something different.
sometimes i just wish he'd tell me exactly how he feels with no exceptions. just the straight truth, the whole truth. like he reads when he reads this.
maybe he does tell me everything. maybe it's just my self doubt that makes me feel like he doesn't. that he isn't happy. that's he's bored. i don't know. i never know. i do know one thing. i love him.
i want to be able to live and not be judged. but that will never happen. there's not one thing i can do without at least one person judging me. it's like in main street. everyone is constantly watching for something to talk about. They like to pick and pry, they're worse than vultures!
I felt smart today. I did all my work.
Little shop in 2 weeks. Oh geez. i'm scared. terrified, is more like it. we have everything done it's just the fact of people pulling together and making it all work. we've had leads on vacation so they have to learn everything. we have complex dances that need fine tuned. we have blocking that needs learned. we have music that sounds amazing..when we're looking at the music. we have a plant that was over 4000 dollars on it's way from north hollywood cross country in a truck to the state theatre for US and we could end up not pulling this off. we worked our asses off for that plant and I want to put on a good show. it has the potential to be a great show. mean green mother is one of the best dances i've seen. if we pull it off. i hope we do.
i think that's all thats in my head. some stuff is still in my head from yesterday. other than that. that's it.