Jan 11, 2009 03:42
3 hours of nothing meant basically everything to me.i'm sorry you feel stuck. and i sorry were both still into one another. despite my efforts to hate you for what you did I'm a sucker for it all. Your charm is something I've missed in my life for a long time. and i've spent a whole semester thinking things would get better between my other hope and I. but it only got worse. and i needed a friend to be there and there you were.but if only it could've been more. what if you never went back? I know you felt obligated, and i knew you felt like shit, I could see it in your face.I dont think i could stand for you to break my heart a second time.
"I was really into you, if you didnt notice. and i just went back, and i dont know why, and now i'm stuck in this shitty juno scenario, except a lot more depressing, like not getting any sleep, worrying about whats gonna happen, type of depressing."