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well it has been along time sice i have donr this well mi lj is fucked up! WELL me and richard are not doing 2 good i think he just dont seem happy i just hope if he has different feelings now he let me no insted of leading me on maybe it would be ok if we were just realli good friends? i dunno i mean this loong distance thing sure is hard ha ha well i dunno but i no what ever happens i love him and i allways will but i cant loose him as i sit her and cry i realize he is wat makes ME HAPPy i love him and i dunno i cant let him go i mean i call there and talk 2 his mom and it would b 2 weird i dunno but i love richard james deegan im gonna go now i love u all
<3Amanda<3