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[xxsweetmiseryxx]

So, Im glad I picked up Desirees shift yesterday. After David left a huge order came in and I got a tip or $42 dollars. Jason was helping me big time with it so I gave him $10 he wouldnt take $15. anyways I made $53 last night yay!!!! I open today so I get to leave early. After I want to see if my boys will be at the Library and I want to meet them over there. Gabe is probably not going to Oregon with us. *pouts* It would be great if he did, but he needs to fix his job situation. Went to a party last night with the Outbackers. Well, at first we werent gonna go cuz when we drove by the cops were there. Then John left cuz they were gonna go to a bar. (his first mistake) Then he called me and said the party was still on. So, I get there and he jams to go talk to some girl (second mistake) I dont really talk to my coworkers yet so it was weird when he left. But I started talking to them a bit more eh....Talked to the guy who was the dj before the cops come. He wanted my number to invite me to more of his parties that he dj's I gave it to him just because every guy I gave my number to never called. So, its all good. If he does call it dont matter I work too much. Then Steven calls. He wants us to go see him. Im like cool. I tell John that Steven wants us to go over to where he is and he gives me attitude saying steven come here and I say no because my coworkeers are leaving in a bit and I wouldnt have no one to talk to. So, he goes off to smoke weed which is more important and I dont know what to tell Steven so I say I will call him back. Im thinking about just leaving cuz I dont like drunk/stoned John because he gets bitchy. Steven calls again and I tell him I dont know where john is and Im thinking about leaving, then John comes back and I give him the phone. Steven tells him he is leaving tomorrow. Thats when we decide to go. We get there and John is making up stories about me being a bitch cuz he was up on a girl and I was hounding him all night. So, I leave his ass there. Then I call him to bitch him out. I figure if he thinks I did it i might as well. Then he convinces me to come back. i do but Im still pissed off. I REALLY HATE JOHN WHEN HE IS DRUNK. He said he wouldnt act like this last time this happened. I dunno. I have just been thinking about alot of stuff and he doesnt make me seem like a friend sometimes. I might be a bitch and say mean things to him, but its honest true things. If he thinks its fucked up then why is he my friend? At least I dont ignore him for alcohol, women, and weed. At least I try to include him on things. Im having a bad week. This just had to end it. BAH!!!!
So, Im going to take a shower and get ready for work. I need my alex tony and gabe. They make me happy and calm me.