Emotions are hard to find...
Lets see. Lets start with my schedule
Friday: Work 430
Saturday Meeting 10am, Work 430
Sunday RNC GIG YAY I MISS EVERYONE!!
Monday Work 530
Tuesday FREE!!!
Wednesday Work 530
Thursday EVENT
Friday FREE
Saturday Work 430
I dont know what the event is at work on thursday. I should probably find out.
I am so excited about the gig on Sunday. I have been looking forward to it all week.
Worked sucked ass today. I only made $14 in tips. My back is killing me. My feet are killing me. I really need to get my a man who knows how to give great massages.
Im getting all depressed again. I hate that. No one could ever love me. I have nothing to offer. Everyone who shows interest just shows it for sex. I think just because Im so bitter about it that if I find a guy Im going to hold off on that department for awhile just to see what their intentions are.
I feel hollow. What am I living for? Im not bettering the world. Im not changing lives. Im not helping anyone.
Im soooo not sleepy.
I want to be held. Not by a friend. Not by a relative. I want to cry. Why cant I cry?
Friday: Work 430
Saturday Meeting 10am, Work 430
Sunday RNC GIG YAY I MISS EVERYONE!!
Monday Work 530
Tuesday FREE!!!
Wednesday Work 530
Thursday EVENT
Friday FREE
Saturday Work 430
I dont know what the event is at work on thursday. I should probably find out.
I am so excited about the gig on Sunday. I have been looking forward to it all week.
Worked sucked ass today. I only made $14 in tips. My back is killing me. My feet are killing me. I really need to get my a man who knows how to give great massages.
Im getting all depressed again. I hate that. No one could ever love me. I have nothing to offer. Everyone who shows interest just shows it for sex. I think just because Im so bitter about it that if I find a guy Im going to hold off on that department for awhile just to see what their intentions are.
I feel hollow. What am I living for? Im not bettering the world. Im not changing lives. Im not helping anyone.
Im soooo not sleepy.
I want to be held. Not by a friend. Not by a relative. I want to cry. Why cant I cry?