May 25, 2004 16:05
Why does it all come crashing down sometimes? What have I got to bed sad about? I have a job. I have a car. I go to school. I have friends. Why do I still feel lonely? I have had this urge all day to just start bawling. I have been happy by myself. I needed to get my life in order. I have done that. Now Im ready for a relationship. I know a couple guys that want a relationship with me. Im not interested. I know a couple more just wanting sex. Men are evil like that. The rest of the men I know....well they dont swing my way. Im glad I dont have a hard core crush on anyone I know it would just hurt me. I do have a slight itty bitty teeny weeny (hehehe weeny) crush on one person. Im not going to even let my hopes up for this one. He likes women too much. I doubt Im ever on his mind for something more then whatever I am considered to him. MEN ARE SO EVIL! hehehehehe Okay I am going to cry now because it might feel good. No I have to pick up my car. Then to Condom Revolution for a new vibrator. Poor lonely me.