I really thought i knew u, Rachel... but i guess i was wrong, the sad thing was is that i considered u a best friend. everyone makes mistakes yea, i've made a few but i wouldnt have done it to my best friend or at least a good friend. i really trusted u with everything, i told u so many things i've never told anyone else and what sucks is that it really didnt matter to u or someone else at that moment. i never expected it from u, we had talked so many times about how hurt i was from him, and now look. hurt from u too. when i saw u two getting close at times i would always think to myslef, "Rachel would never do that to me." guess i was wrong, there's just a side to u that i didnt know and now its finally come through. i dont know what u considered me to u... and from what i heard obviously not one of ur best friends because u "wouldnt have done that to them." i'm sorry that i trusted u and im sorry i considered u my best friend, i guess u can never get too close to someone, because they'll get too close to ur own best friend... dont put people in the middle of this either because im not and im the one who's the "DRAMA QUEEN" so u shouldnt either.
...cilla, u dont make big deals about anything, ur the one who least does... im sorry if u were put in the middle of this. thanx for everything and i love u...
Rachel, if in someway u come to the point where u want to talk bad about me... at least tell me to my face because i didnt do nething wrong to u, at least do me that one favor.
thanx cilla, i know u would never backstab me when im asleep, especially under my own blanket that i sleep with every day... thanx eleni for being honest... now i know who my tru friends are. i make mistakes, yes that's a given, but none that'll risk the loss of a "best friend"... "chicks before dicks" enough said. i can go on and on with this but im tired of wasting my brain cells on u... goodnite... (long live the giraffes!)
get over urselves. obviously u dont know the rachel i do....she has the most generous heart and i know she would never intentionally hurt someone she cared about...and think about whether or not these things are gonna matter later? also, saying some of these things, especially on a livejournal, really show what kind of ppl u are
alright bitches....and just so everyone knows....THIS IS BRIAN MCFALL!!!! anyways. u guys need to shut the fuck up, seriously get the fuck over it. we are in high school. people hook up, people get hurt. deel with it with urselves, dotn fuckign ruin sum1 else' life just cuz u think urs is for the time being. jesus fuckign christ.
...cilla, u dont make big deals about anything, ur the one who least does... im sorry if u were put in the middle of this. thanx for everything and i love u...
Rachel, if in someway u come to the point where u want to talk bad about me... at least tell me to my face because i didnt do nething wrong to u, at least do me that one favor.
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thanx eleni for being honest... now i know who my tru friends are. i make mistakes, yes that's a given, but none that'll risk the loss of a "best friend"...
"chicks before dicks" enough said.
i can go on and on with this but im tired of wasting my brain cells on u... goodnite... (long live the giraffes!)
~ Drama Queen
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