if you walk away, i'll walk away..... & he shot me dead.
i so hate being sick. my ear hurts, my throat feels weird, my tummy aches because i'm coughing too much, and all i want to do is sleep. a lot. rawr. i can't wait to get better. i haven't been this sick in quite awhile, but i knew it was coming. once october comes around, it's sick time.
i still haven't got to see the corpse bride, ashley was kind to ask me to go today but just going to the mall yesterday almost killed me. i'm serious when i say ashley is one of my best friends, i've known her forever but haven't got to know her. i'm glad we've hung out a lot more, she's such a sweet girl. i so appreciate the people like her, adam, sarah, and katums. i know they'd never do anything to intentionally hurt me. I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!
liz & i are better now, i guess. we talk more and all. she still doesn't want to hear about chad. it still makes me sad that i can't express how happy i am with him to her. i mean, i can talk about it to others...but liz has been ..or was, my best friend for quite sometime now. i'm sure you guys know exactly what i mean. i know i shouldn't complain though, it is...after all, her ex-boyfriend.
now, to inform you all....chad & i are 'dating'....not boyfriend / girlfriend. but as he puts it "we're dating, with room to progress." so i guess we'll see how that goes. i hate being a girl, we're too emotional. we all put 100% of our heart into things too soon. yesterday he did say he loved me though, & that kind of scares me. i don't want to start saying that because, like i explained to adam, it's putting too much emotion into it. last time i said i love you too soon, & we all know how that turned out. *thumbs dooowwwnn* i'm not going to push away from it though, i know if i said i love you to someone & all they replied back with was a smile. ...i'd be sad. so blah, that's my little situation.
uhm....this week's going to suck, it's an odd week. ugh.! i hate my odd days. oh, & i have to finish 2 projects by the 25th. rawr.
i went to the mall yesterday, saw kaydee, but she was super busy so we didn't bother her. saw my old boss, she didn't say anything to me because she knows how bad she screwed me over. grr.! went into hawt tawpik, best place everrrrrr! [right?!] Victoria's Secret doesn't have lingerie for me....i was pretty bummed. i'm on so much medication right now, i keep zoning off. it kind of sucks, i wish i were feeling better.
i miss people, a lot.
<3 adrienne