Friends
So here's the deal, in my journal...I apparently never
right anything good. I wish I could, but I really feel like whining.
haha And there's no need for comments or anything, I just want to get
it out.
The past couple weeks have went by so fast but it still feels like nothing good has / will happen anytime soon. My friends and I barely talk. The only person I reallllly talk to lately, like a lot is Ashley. And I'm pretty sure that's only because she gives me rides and we have lunch together every day. I really miss my friends. =( I never hang out with anyone anymore. I do try though, I promise. The only people I've hung out with recently is Becky, Lisa, and Nikki. Don't get me wrong, I loooove hanging out with them. but they are people I've known for a short time, and for once...I'd like to hang out with someone my age, someone I've been a friend to for a long time, someone that I can tell anything to. I miss hanging out with KayDee, it was fun when we actually did. And Sarah, we have only hung out once...but let me tell you, that was the best time I had had in forever. Katums, we've never hung out, and that's sad. =\ Our plans always get ruined. Kerry, she's too busy to do anything. Either she's with Kendra or she's out with some other friends. I talked to Devin and he said he practically was with her all week, and all I'm asking for is a couple of hours. And here's the biggest one, the one that makes me sad and just feel so lost. Elizabeth. I love her to death, at least the old her and only part of the new her. We used to do everything together, we'd be with each other every weekend. It's not all because she has a job, because we even hung out a lot when she had just started at Hot Topic. First, she started dating Chad, whom of which I'm getting along with now. ANNDDD I don't blame him for ruining Liz anymore, he's totally nice and he's changed. But Liz showed me that she's exactly the same with all boys. She and I have talked [ through net ] and obviously she didn't get where I was coming from. I totally gave her her freedom, I'm NOT going to bother asking her to hang out anymore. It's her choice now, when she wants to do things. We are all going through a lot, but we always have time for friends. I think I'm going to end talking about her because it really saddens me. She used to be my best friend in the whole world. =\ And to dear Martin, he's so amazing. I can't explain how happy he makes me feel. Even though we don't talk as much as we used to, he always finds ways to make me feel just as special as he did when we talked basically every night. I cannot wait to be around him, I know I'll always have a smile on my face when we're together. Mr. Adam, jeez...he is so nice to me. There are no words that can explain how I feel for him. I love him to death. He compliments me and basically says that everything I do and say is great. (well, except for when I say things like "word" and sing Kanye....then he'll just say I'm too white for my own good) But these are reasons I feel so much for him. I know he and I are going to be friends for a very, very long time. Dennis, we don't talk like at all anymore, but we have our moments. I can't wait to see you in November!!! I know that getting to see you will be the highlight of my year. I love you mister, never forget that. And last, but definitely not least, Erik. Erik, you and I have had our great times and our rough times, but I still love you as much as I did the first day we got together. You're my other half, I can't go one night without talking to you. You make me feel so comfortable, by just hearing your voice. You make me laugh by little things you say / do, and the way you call me your "Country Girl." I don't know how I'd be if it weren't for you being in my life. I promise I will get to you soon. I can't go without you. You've shown me so much, things I can't even begin to start talking about because it'll just go on and on. I know we're going through a tough time now, but we'll make it. I know we will. I believe it, 100%.
I'm sorry if you were not mentioned in here, believe me....I have so many friends that I care for and can't just explain it. A few people I haven't mentioned but do mean a lot to me are the following: Troy, your music is amazing and you're a great friend. Thanks for all the laughs. Joshy Woshy, we're going to have beautiful box babies. Travis, I don't know if you still read this but you are one of the best cousins I could ever ask for. You mean so much to me and I'm so glad that we're family. Miss. Laura, I know she doesn't read this but wow, she's an amazing person! I can't wait to go to college with her.! Wayne, I'm so glad we're still friends!!! That is all for now.
I promise I will really update this thing about what's going on with school and all. Possibly tomorrow. I love you all, thanks for reading this.
<3 Adrienne
The past couple weeks have went by so fast but it still feels like nothing good has / will happen anytime soon. My friends and I barely talk. The only person I reallllly talk to lately, like a lot is Ashley. And I'm pretty sure that's only because she gives me rides and we have lunch together every day. I really miss my friends. =( I never hang out with anyone anymore. I do try though, I promise. The only people I've hung out with recently is Becky, Lisa, and Nikki. Don't get me wrong, I loooove hanging out with them. but they are people I've known for a short time, and for once...I'd like to hang out with someone my age, someone I've been a friend to for a long time, someone that I can tell anything to. I miss hanging out with KayDee, it was fun when we actually did. And Sarah, we have only hung out once...but let me tell you, that was the best time I had had in forever. Katums, we've never hung out, and that's sad. =\ Our plans always get ruined. Kerry, she's too busy to do anything. Either she's with Kendra or she's out with some other friends. I talked to Devin and he said he practically was with her all week, and all I'm asking for is a couple of hours. And here's the biggest one, the one that makes me sad and just feel so lost. Elizabeth. I love her to death, at least the old her and only part of the new her. We used to do everything together, we'd be with each other every weekend. It's not all because she has a job, because we even hung out a lot when she had just started at Hot Topic. First, she started dating Chad, whom of which I'm getting along with now. ANNDDD I don't blame him for ruining Liz anymore, he's totally nice and he's changed. But Liz showed me that she's exactly the same with all boys. She and I have talked [ through net ] and obviously she didn't get where I was coming from. I totally gave her her freedom, I'm NOT going to bother asking her to hang out anymore. It's her choice now, when she wants to do things. We are all going through a lot, but we always have time for friends. I think I'm going to end talking about her because it really saddens me. She used to be my best friend in the whole world. =\ And to dear Martin, he's so amazing. I can't explain how happy he makes me feel. Even though we don't talk as much as we used to, he always finds ways to make me feel just as special as he did when we talked basically every night. I cannot wait to be around him, I know I'll always have a smile on my face when we're together. Mr. Adam, jeez...he is so nice to me. There are no words that can explain how I feel for him. I love him to death. He compliments me and basically says that everything I do and say is great. (well, except for when I say things like "word" and sing Kanye....then he'll just say I'm too white for my own good) But these are reasons I feel so much for him. I know he and I are going to be friends for a very, very long time. Dennis, we don't talk like at all anymore, but we have our moments. I can't wait to see you in November!!! I know that getting to see you will be the highlight of my year. I love you mister, never forget that. And last, but definitely not least, Erik. Erik, you and I have had our great times and our rough times, but I still love you as much as I did the first day we got together. You're my other half, I can't go one night without talking to you. You make me feel so comfortable, by just hearing your voice. You make me laugh by little things you say / do, and the way you call me your "Country Girl." I don't know how I'd be if it weren't for you being in my life. I promise I will get to you soon. I can't go without you. You've shown me so much, things I can't even begin to start talking about because it'll just go on and on. I know we're going through a tough time now, but we'll make it. I know we will. I believe it, 100%.
I'm sorry if you were not mentioned in here, believe me....I have so many friends that I care for and can't just explain it. A few people I haven't mentioned but do mean a lot to me are the following: Troy, your music is amazing and you're a great friend. Thanks for all the laughs. Joshy Woshy, we're going to have beautiful box babies. Travis, I don't know if you still read this but you are one of the best cousins I could ever ask for. You mean so much to me and I'm so glad that we're family. Miss. Laura, I know she doesn't read this but wow, she's an amazing person! I can't wait to go to college with her.! Wayne, I'm so glad we're still friends!!! That is all for now.
I promise I will really update this thing about what's going on with school and all. Possibly tomorrow. I love you all, thanks for reading this.
<3 Adrienne