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Ugh, I thought things were getting better...
And yet, another journal entry that is consumed with my problem[s]. I'm so ready for school to be over, but I don't want to complain too much. It has gone by quite fast. I hope this summer's really rad though, I think my friends and I all deserve it. I just hope everyone's plans for the summer turn out just right. Today was pretty good, nothing special happened. Minus KayDee's "bff / boyfriend" being such a stupid head! Liz wasn't at school, again. I wish she could find a good boyfriend, I think all of us agree that's what she needs. Just seems that nothing would make her happier. I hate to say this, but boys are so lame. I have one of the greatest boyfriends but for real, all male's have pissed me off.
I came home from school today, not in the best mood to begin with; as soon as I walked up the stairs I knew the rest of my day was going to be crappy. George [mom's boyfriend] in the bathroom, and if you know me...you will know that's a bad sign. I went downstairs to get some drink because my throat's still being stupid! As soon as I open the door I see beer. That just makes me so upset / mad, I come upstairs and wait for awhile. I ask George if I can get in the bathroom and he says in a "slurry" (?) sound of voice "Yeah just give me a second ....blah blah blah" I couldn't understand the rest of it. So I come in here [my room] and wait. I go downstairs and call my mom from outside. I tell her I can't take it anymore, that he's drinking and I'm tired of it. I let her know that if nothing happens, then I'm definately leaving this house. I'm so sick of it, it's added stress I don't need. I told her the drugs and alcohol comsumption need to end. I'm hoping it'll work. I keep feeling, though, that it won't. It's amazing how he does this shit and knows that just Saturday he got drunk and pushed my mom to the ground; he punched her and he freakin broke our door. Anyway, yeah tired of it. God, so many things are on my nerves lately. I just want to be happy and have no worries for at least a couple days. I want it to be like the movies! Rawr D: I think I'm gonna cry...so I'm going on.
Here's some good stuff, KayDee and I FINALLY got to hang out. We went to see "Because of Winn Dixie" yesterday. It was a cute movie and QT KayDee Kewl made me laugh a lot. haha We looked at these oh so gawth kids in the parking lot and then looked at each other and laughed. Then they starred at us and laughed too. haha They so got dissed. bahahahahar! Hmm, and Kerry and I may go to the SPCA tomorrow. I can't wait. Oh and hopefully KayDee and I will go out this weekend. haha I'm so bff with her, I love her!
[ To: KayDee
From: Adrizzle
ily ma'am! <3 ]
And well, hopefully Ms. Sawah, Ms. Katums and I will get to go out. Sarah cracks me up lyk whoa! Okay, those are my happy's.
Talk to you later I guess,
<3 Adrienne
And yet, another journal entry that is consumed with my problem[s]. I'm so ready for school to be over, but I don't want to complain too much. It has gone by quite fast. I hope this summer's really rad though, I think my friends and I all deserve it. I just hope everyone's plans for the summer turn out just right. Today was pretty good, nothing special happened. Minus KayDee's "bff / boyfriend" being such a stupid head! Liz wasn't at school, again. I wish she could find a good boyfriend, I think all of us agree that's what she needs. Just seems that nothing would make her happier. I hate to say this, but boys are so lame. I have one of the greatest boyfriends but for real, all male's have pissed me off.
I came home from school today, not in the best mood to begin with; as soon as I walked up the stairs I knew the rest of my day was going to be crappy. George [mom's boyfriend] in the bathroom, and if you know me...you will know that's a bad sign. I went downstairs to get some drink because my throat's still being stupid! As soon as I open the door I see beer. That just makes me so upset / mad, I come upstairs and wait for awhile. I ask George if I can get in the bathroom and he says in a "slurry" (?) sound of voice "Yeah just give me a second ....blah blah blah" I couldn't understand the rest of it. So I come in here [my room] and wait. I go downstairs and call my mom from outside. I tell her I can't take it anymore, that he's drinking and I'm tired of it. I let her know that if nothing happens, then I'm definately leaving this house. I'm so sick of it, it's added stress I don't need. I told her the drugs and alcohol comsumption need to end. I'm hoping it'll work. I keep feeling, though, that it won't. It's amazing how he does this shit and knows that just Saturday he got drunk and pushed my mom to the ground; he punched her and he freakin broke our door. Anyway, yeah tired of it. God, so many things are on my nerves lately. I just want to be happy and have no worries for at least a couple days. I want it to be like the movies! Rawr D: I think I'm gonna cry...so I'm going on.
Here's some good stuff, KayDee and I FINALLY got to hang out. We went to see "Because of Winn Dixie" yesterday. It was a cute movie and QT KayDee Kewl made me laugh a lot. haha We looked at these oh so gawth kids in the parking lot and then looked at each other and laughed. Then they starred at us and laughed too. haha They so got dissed. bahahahahar! Hmm, and Kerry and I may go to the SPCA tomorrow. I can't wait. Oh and hopefully KayDee and I will go out this weekend. haha I'm so bff with her, I love her!
[ To: KayDee
From: Adrizzle
ily ma'am! <3 ]
And well, hopefully Ms. Sawah, Ms. Katums and I will get to go out. Sarah cracks me up lyk whoa! Okay, those are my happy's.
Talk to you later I guess,
<3 Adrienne