Apr 04, 2005 19:10
i hate my life so much right now.
i dont have a best friend, and theres alot of pain im going through right now. and i really need someone to talk to who i can actually talk to. i hate sarah mcelroy. biggest backstabber ever. i feel like i have no best friend(s). the only one i feel i have lives thousands of miles away, in italy. yes, chiara. and i miss her so.
so much hell went down today and i have no one to talk to about it. its all bottled up inside of me and im about ot blow up. i hatehatehate everything right now. im losing all my friends by the minute. i feel like i still need time away from school.
sarah mcelroy if youre reading this, i'd like my favorite CD's back please, you know which ones. and my amoeba shirt. thnx, best friend.
looks like the depression and internal pain is starting up again.
thank you to everyone who made me feel bad today, i love you.
xoxo
Ali.