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sometimes i have these ridiculous thoughts and i wonder...the decisions we make, are they mistakes or successes? I look back at the decisions I have made and wonder, were they the right ones to make? It's almost sadistic to do so. Looking back at the past and thinking of the what if's.
Yet, you can't look back and contemplate all of that. Each decision I made at the time was what I thought was best for me. And each day I live with the consequences of each of those decisions, whether good or bad. Each moment has changed me.
I've grown and changed a lot in the last year. I feel more quiet, more calm. Hmm, I don't know if calm is the right word. I have become more introverted. It is something I cannot help. Perhaps it is my self-defense mechanism. Of all the things I have been through in the last year, I cannot help but close up, just a tiny bit. Enough for my close ones to notice.
Change is inevitable. It is the ONLY constant in our life. Isn't that ironic? Change = Constant. You can always count on life changing, people changing, environments changing, etc. Sometimes change is good, sometimes it is bad, but it is inevitable.
I think I need a moment to breathe, which is why I don't feel calm describes me as well. I feel the hectic rush around me, and I feel it pulling me in different directions. It is so hard to give your 100% to more than two things. It is hard to give it your all when there is so much on your plate. Yet, that is life.
What's the use in complaining when everyone goes through it and it is what we all know and feel and understand?
Life isn't just some la-de-da thing we go through, but something that has many layers. Or maybe I'm just making life to complicated and I just need to simplify it all?
Life is life, we live it. We can't be idle about it, that's what I know for sure. It is something we HAVE to live.
Live Life, because without living life you aren't living at all. :)
Yet, you can't look back and contemplate all of that. Each decision I made at the time was what I thought was best for me. And each day I live with the consequences of each of those decisions, whether good or bad. Each moment has changed me.
I've grown and changed a lot in the last year. I feel more quiet, more calm. Hmm, I don't know if calm is the right word. I have become more introverted. It is something I cannot help. Perhaps it is my self-defense mechanism. Of all the things I have been through in the last year, I cannot help but close up, just a tiny bit. Enough for my close ones to notice.
Change is inevitable. It is the ONLY constant in our life. Isn't that ironic? Change = Constant. You can always count on life changing, people changing, environments changing, etc. Sometimes change is good, sometimes it is bad, but it is inevitable.
I think I need a moment to breathe, which is why I don't feel calm describes me as well. I feel the hectic rush around me, and I feel it pulling me in different directions. It is so hard to give your 100% to more than two things. It is hard to give it your all when there is so much on your plate. Yet, that is life.
What's the use in complaining when everyone goes through it and it is what we all know and feel and understand?
Life isn't just some la-de-da thing we go through, but something that has many layers. Or maybe I'm just making life to complicated and I just need to simplify it all?
Life is life, we live it. We can't be idle about it, that's what I know for sure. It is something we HAVE to live.
Live Life, because without living life you aren't living at all. :)