grrr
Do you ever feel like your best friend is your "safe zone"? I can't really explain this all too well cause I dont know if I understand it all that well yet either. But do you ever feel like you depend on someone to always be around, so you wont be alone? Like, when you dont have a boyfriend or a girlfriend and you aren't getting that attention you crave... you start to look for it in the wrong places? And you begin to want the people you know you shouldn't want and you know that you only want them because they cheer you up and make you feel good about yourself (because thats what a friend is supposed to do.) And you joke around and say things like "I love you dawg" and you laugh it off... but you really wish that you could be saying to someone for real? And sometimes you wish that when you do say it jokingly and they respond the same way that they aren't really joking just because you want to know that someone might actually love you? Am I a total mental case?? Someone please tell me that i am not alone with this one! I love you mahn ;-)