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Oct 07, 2004 19:28

okay. im spilling out my feelings. ive been that happy and fun hannah for the past couple of weeks and its been building up cuz i kept it all in and yeah here we go.

i have no friends. it seems nobody ever wants to call me, IM me or even hang out with me. i know this sounds stupid but when nobody ever calls you because obviously they dont want to talk to you, it hurts. nobody ever IMs me when im online. Maybe like 3 people. am i that boring guys ? if i am, just tell me. kthnx.

i may be weird but you dont have to sit there and talk SHIT behind my back. if you fucking have to say something SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mom doesnt care about me anymore. she NEVER has time for me anymore. i dont even think she LOVES me anymore. my fucking brother is a fucking little shit and hes a brat and our whole world revolves around COLLAN!!!! and i fucking hate it. we cant even go to walmart cuz hell fucking through a fit if he doesnt get his way.

if you say ur going to call me back, then please call me back. it might be a stupid little thing, but little things matter to me. if you dont want to talk to me, just say hey i have to go. dont say he ill call you back later. k?

best friends.. i have many. but only a few of them meet every aspect of a best friend. maybe like 1 or 2 and im not saying any names. just to let everyone know that. it gives you something to think about.

im really not a bitch guys. i really am i happy person. im rarely ever sad. ive been a happy camper lately and ive tried to hold everything in. but today i just went over the edge.

and i just got a fone call from my mother. if my dad cant take me to palm coast tomorrow, she will. god im a fucking brat too. jeeeeze. i hate that.

IM COMING TO PALM COAST TOMORROW> IF YOU WANT TO HANG OUT THEN ILL BE AT STEPHS HOUSE WITH HER MOMMY BUT HER DADDY HAS TO GO TO INDIANA :( ill miss him.

but anyways.

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