Havent updated in a while
Its been forever and a half, Alot of things have been going on..
I've been dealing with medical problems lately.. got taken away in the ambulence last wensday.. that wasnt a fun thing it was actually horrible.. cept the parimedic was hott.. yes leave it up to me to be almost dying and be checkin out the guys! lol well i lived as u can see =P
Than lets move on to guys.. i've met alot of new guys since the time i've last updated i believe its because i finially let go of james and all the feeling attached.. it opened my eyes and let me see whats really going on.. and instead of being down on myself cuz im not as pretty as sara i actually saw the beauty in me!
~ About 3 weeks ago i met this guy at his rock.. he was so awsome he goes to my school i didnt think id ever see him again turns out hes in my lunch and friends with alot of my friends =) we've been talking alot lately its really nice hes such a cutie..
~I really like this one guy.. course i've known him for like 2 years but he doesnt see me as more than a friend He always complains to me on how all the girls see him as nothing more than a friend and look right past him.. well he doesnt realize he does that to me.. i've just kinda grown to know thats not gunna turn into anything he only talks to me alot when hes not trying to get a girl but other times.. its really akward..
~I met this other guy.. hes so awsome i can actually be myself around him.. i want to hang out with him but theres one problem the age difference.. i mean i dont want to be more than friends but what happens if when i hang out with him i get to know him alot better and start to like him.. i would just get crushed again knowing it couldnt be anything more than friends..
~Than The last guy i met.. hes also very awsome.. me and him stay up all night on the phone talking.. we talk all the time he is so awsome.. i can actually be myself around him i dont have to fake it with him either.. honestly him and the guy above him are the only ones i can be myself with.. they know the real me.. and according to him.. im beautiful..
Than theres been issues with school.. i've been having a hard time its almost over.. i know im not gunna see a few people next year because there all grown up and seinors.. =( my grades have slipped so bad.. im failing math with a 57% i need to get that up! theres a test tomarrow.. just wish me luck..i might have to go to summer school..
Less than 5 months till my birthday.. im excited =) its the big b-day! lol i know 5 months is really rather far away but hey its closer than a year now isnt it!?!
I've been listening to that damn song over and over again.. the one that reminds me of *you* because when i listen to it i can still picture myself slow dancing with you..ah the happy memories we had =)
hmm i dunno if theres any other updates! oh yeah i'll tell u what went on today and yesterday =)
Yesterday: Well Sal's friend ryan i guess he still remembers me from his rock 3 weeks ago.. he use to always stick his hand in my face as a like "hey" well i was just kinda out of it staring he stopped and waved infront of my face and is like "damn are you ever awake??" i was stunned im like "how did u remember me?" hes like from his rock..im like "yeah but i thought u would of forgoten" hes like "id never forget a face like that".. lmao.. wow.. it was pretty odd..
~than i was going into med/health and Christinas boyfriend said sumthing to me.. im like what? he said it again and i didnt understand a word he said so i laughed and nodded and walked away.. i hope it wasnt anything bad..lol
~ Lunch i was walking to get crystal a pop and sal was at the trash can.. see i havent talked to him for like2-3 weeks i didnt even think he remembered me he looked up hes like "hey" im like hey! i try talkin to you but u never say anything.. so yeah i talked to him for a little bit.. than went back to the lunch table.. umm i dont think anything else major happened.. basically people tried talking to me all day and that made me so confused.. cuz it was only the people who i like never talk to..
Today: Nothing big happened cept in lunch i helped Sal and Ryans brother hid their friend stuff..lol than i talked to Sal about girls and how he likes all girls equally.. like doesnt have a crush on them.. i got a hug from him n all! lol
Oh yeah! this week is black week.. i wore black all week =)
Anyways.. im off i dont think i have any other big news.. or just stuff to ramble about.. lol
=)
^ Dont ever forget the times we shared..for they will be forever imprinted in my heart..
^^ =) You rock my world..
Love you,
Angela
Marie :)