pLeAsE TaKe tHiS!! hehe
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Do you like talking to me?
[12] Got this from Bri and she took this one out.
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I? (you dont have to do this one)
[17] This one was stupid...
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
X - what you have done.
( ) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
(*) saw a shooting star
( ) been to any other countries besides the United States
(*) had a serious surgery
(*) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
( ) had alcohol
(*) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(*) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(*) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skipped school
( ) done the splits
(*) played spin the bottle
(*) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(*) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(*) gotten the chicken pox
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(*) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(*) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) been pregnant
( ) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a rock show
( ) Been to a moto cross show
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to a college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) Tried killing yourself
some quotes
i'm longing for love and the logical / and hes only happy hysterical / im waiting for some kind of miracle / waiting so long / he's soft to the touch / but frayed at the ends he breaks / hes never enough / and still hes more than i can take... "beautiful disaster" kelly clarkson
Never say I Love You
If you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there.
Never touch a life
If you mean to break a heart.
Never say you're going to
If you don't plan to start.
Never look me in the eye
When all you do is lie.
Never say hello
If you really mean good-bye.
Can't stop thinking of you,
Don't know how to stop loving you;
It hurts inside to know that I can't be with you
If you knew me
than you would know that
when I smiled
It didn't always mean that I was happy
If you knew me than you know what I was hiding
behind many of my smiles
For now I show very few grins
you ask me why Im so unhappy
I know you care
but if you knew me than you would know
So don't tell me you think you know me
because that can not be true
for you don't even know why I smile or why I'm always so unhappy...
A POEM THAT WILL MAKE U THINK... PLEASE READ IT!
This is a poem about 4 best friends,
Who promised to be together til the end.
Tonya, Liz, Erika and Shay,
Always had their way.
They didn't care who they`d hurt,
If you didnt fit in, they`d treat you like dirt.
They were the most popular girls in school,
All the girls wanted to fit in, they thought they were cool
One Saturday night they went to a club and had their fun,
They got into a couple of fights and of course they won.
After the club they went their seperate ways,
They promised to hang out again the next day.
Shay got a ride from a guy she met,
What she didnt know was that he had made a bet.
They went back to his place and smoked some weed,
They were high as hell, indeed.
He took advantage of the fact that Shay was high,
They had sex and then said good-bye.
Shay went home not realizing the mistake she had done,
Of course all she wanted was to have fun.
Now we turn to Erika she`s walking alone,
Some guys pull her over and ask if she wants a ride home.
She said yes not caring who they were,
They guys grinned thinking "What a stupid little girl."
They drive around and end up at their place,
She asks "Where are we?" with a worried look on her face.
"Dont worry we`re gonna have fun" they replied,
She said "okay" and thought in them she could confide.
A couple of hours later, Erika was drunk as hell,
The guys could really tell.
One took her upstairs and had sex with her,
He came back downstairs and said "she`s waiting up there".
So the next guy goes until they all had their turn,
P*or Erika she was drunk and thought it was fun.
At the end of the night she slept with 10 guys,
She didnt know what to say, so she said good-bye.
Now lets look at Liz,
She`s a wonderful girl, she really is.
But that night something changed her life,
She now has to find a way to survive.
She was pressured to be in a gang,
She thought it was cool how they talked in slang.
She saw all the boys carrying a gun,
She thought it`d be cool to own one.
They said she could own one if she became a member,
She agreed, not realizing this would be a night to remember.
Tonya went home but was five minutes late,
Little did she know her father was awake.
She walked in the door and saw her father`s face filled with anger,
She then knew she was in danger.
Her father started to hit her not letting her say a word,
She felt like this was the end of her world.
Ten minutes later the hitting stopped,
All she could do was sob.
She layed there and closed her eyes,
She shed one more tear and let out a deep sigh.
The next day,
They act like everything is okay.
They went back to school with so much pride,
But each one had something to hide.
A year goes by and things seem to be the same,
But all of a sudden things have changed.
Tonya went to school and her 3 best friendds were gone,
She wonders "What is going on?"
She calls Liz but instead her mother answers the phone,
Tonya asks, " Mrs. Rodriguez whats wrong?"
Mrs. Rodriguez trying to hold back her tears,
As Tonya has the phone glued to her ear.
"Mrs. Rodriguez, why are you crying?!"
"Sweety, your friend Liz is dying."
Tonya rushed to the hospital to see her friend,
This cant be happening, her life cant end.
As she arrived the doctors said it was too late,
They told her to wait outside, but she didnt want to wait.
She went to hold Liz`s hand as tears filled her eyes,
She couldnt believe it, Liz was cold as ice.
She whispered, "I Love you Liz, you`ll always be my girl"
She turned around, began to cry and walked out the door.
She asked Mrs. Rodriguez "What happened? I dont understand.",
"She was shot 3 times" she replied as she held Tonya`s hand.
The next day they dug her grave and put her down,
Every one was quiet, there was no sound.
Her gravestone says: Elizabeth Rodriguez 2/21/88-3/16/05
She was only 16, she didnt deserve to die.
A few days later Tonya went back to school alone,
Once again her 2 best friends were gone.
She walked down the hallways trying to look okay,
But as soon as school was oveer, she went to see Shay.
She walked up the stairs and knocked on the door,
Shay`s brother answered and said "She doesnt live here anymore."
Tonya asked "Where is she? Where did she go?",
The brother replied "She got pregnant and left, but thats all I know."
Tonya said "okay" and walked away in shock,
She walked for 15 minutes until she reached Erika`s block.
She saw Erika`s sister crying, what could possibly be wrong,
Tonya walked over and asked "Whats going on?"
Erika`s sister replied,
"Erika had an STD and died."
Tonya didnt know what to say,
She screamed "This cant be happening, NO WAY!"
She started to cry as she ran home,
She couldnt believe it her 3 best friends were gone.
She ran to her room and slammed the door,
She knew someone followed her, she heard the footsteps on the floor.
She yelled "Leave me alone, I dont want to talk",
She stayed quiet as she heard them walk.
She played her music as she layed on her bed,
She had so many things going through her head.
Her friends were gone, she had no one left,
Was it her turn, would she be next?
She thought about death all through the night,
She even thought about comitting suicide.
She pulled out a knife from her drawer,
She could imagine her mother`s face filled with horror.
She started to write a letter as she cried
She wrote "Dear Mom" then wiped her eyes.
"Dear Mom, I really am sorry,
But I`ll be in a better place, dont worry.
This life wasnt for me,
Some things just arent meant to be.
My dad abused me, but you never knew,
I should`ve told you mom, I`m sorry I didnt tell you.
I gotta go mom, my time is here,
I don't want you to cry, so please dont shed a tear.
One last favor, do you remember my favorite song?
Play it at my funeral, I Love you Mom."
She folded the letter as tears dripped from her face,
She placed the letter on the bed, the perfect place.
She picked up the knife,
Slit her wrist once, then twice.
She then slit her throat with the bloody knife,
And managed to whisper "Good-bye".
She fell on the bed next to the letter,
She thought this would make things better.
This is the end of a horrible tragedy,
Like Tonya said, some things arent meant to be.
This is a poem of 4 best friends,
Who kept their promise to be together til the end.
Written By: Consuelo aka Kali
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Do you like talking to me?
[12] Got this from Bri and she took this one out.
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I? (you dont have to do this one)
[17] This one was stupid...
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
X - what you have done.
( ) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
(*) saw a shooting star
( ) been to any other countries besides the United States
(*) had a serious surgery
(*) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
( ) had alcohol
(*) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(*) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(*) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skipped school
( ) done the splits
(*) played spin the bottle
(*) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(*) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(*) gotten the chicken pox
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(*) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(*) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) been pregnant
( ) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a rock show
( ) Been to a moto cross show
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to a college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) Tried killing yourself
some quotes
i'm longing for love and the logical / and hes only happy hysterical / im waiting for some kind of miracle / waiting so long / he's soft to the touch / but frayed at the ends he breaks / hes never enough / and still hes more than i can take... "beautiful disaster" kelly clarkson
Never say I Love You
If you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there.
Never touch a life
If you mean to break a heart.
Never say you're going to
If you don't plan to start.
Never look me in the eye
When all you do is lie.
Never say hello
If you really mean good-bye.
Can't stop thinking of you,
Don't know how to stop loving you;
It hurts inside to know that I can't be with you
If you knew me
than you would know that
when I smiled
It didn't always mean that I was happy
If you knew me than you know what I was hiding
behind many of my smiles
For now I show very few grins
you ask me why Im so unhappy
I know you care
but if you knew me than you would know
So don't tell me you think you know me
because that can not be true
for you don't even know why I smile or why I'm always so unhappy...
A POEM THAT WILL MAKE U THINK... PLEASE READ IT!
This is a poem about 4 best friends,
Who promised to be together til the end.
Tonya, Liz, Erika and Shay,
Always had their way.
They didn't care who they`d hurt,
If you didnt fit in, they`d treat you like dirt.
They were the most popular girls in school,
All the girls wanted to fit in, they thought they were cool
One Saturday night they went to a club and had their fun,
They got into a couple of fights and of course they won.
After the club they went their seperate ways,
They promised to hang out again the next day.
Shay got a ride from a guy she met,
What she didnt know was that he had made a bet.
They went back to his place and smoked some weed,
They were high as hell, indeed.
He took advantage of the fact that Shay was high,
They had sex and then said good-bye.
Shay went home not realizing the mistake she had done,
Of course all she wanted was to have fun.
Now we turn to Erika she`s walking alone,
Some guys pull her over and ask if she wants a ride home.
She said yes not caring who they were,
They guys grinned thinking "What a stupid little girl."
They drive around and end up at their place,
She asks "Where are we?" with a worried look on her face.
"Dont worry we`re gonna have fun" they replied,
She said "okay" and thought in them she could confide.
A couple of hours later, Erika was drunk as hell,
The guys could really tell.
One took her upstairs and had sex with her,
He came back downstairs and said "she`s waiting up there".
So the next guy goes until they all had their turn,
P*or Erika she was drunk and thought it was fun.
At the end of the night she slept with 10 guys,
She didnt know what to say, so she said good-bye.
Now lets look at Liz,
She`s a wonderful girl, she really is.
But that night something changed her life,
She now has to find a way to survive.
She was pressured to be in a gang,
She thought it was cool how they talked in slang.
She saw all the boys carrying a gun,
She thought it`d be cool to own one.
They said she could own one if she became a member,
She agreed, not realizing this would be a night to remember.
Tonya went home but was five minutes late,
Little did she know her father was awake.
She walked in the door and saw her father`s face filled with anger,
She then knew she was in danger.
Her father started to hit her not letting her say a word,
She felt like this was the end of her world.
Ten minutes later the hitting stopped,
All she could do was sob.
She layed there and closed her eyes,
She shed one more tear and let out a deep sigh.
The next day,
They act like everything is okay.
They went back to school with so much pride,
But each one had something to hide.
A year goes by and things seem to be the same,
But all of a sudden things have changed.
Tonya went to school and her 3 best friendds were gone,
She wonders "What is going on?"
She calls Liz but instead her mother answers the phone,
Tonya asks, " Mrs. Rodriguez whats wrong?"
Mrs. Rodriguez trying to hold back her tears,
As Tonya has the phone glued to her ear.
"Mrs. Rodriguez, why are you crying?!"
"Sweety, your friend Liz is dying."
Tonya rushed to the hospital to see her friend,
This cant be happening, her life cant end.
As she arrived the doctors said it was too late,
They told her to wait outside, but she didnt want to wait.
She went to hold Liz`s hand as tears filled her eyes,
She couldnt believe it, Liz was cold as ice.
She whispered, "I Love you Liz, you`ll always be my girl"
She turned around, began to cry and walked out the door.
She asked Mrs. Rodriguez "What happened? I dont understand.",
"She was shot 3 times" she replied as she held Tonya`s hand.
The next day they dug her grave and put her down,
Every one was quiet, there was no sound.
Her gravestone says: Elizabeth Rodriguez 2/21/88-3/16/05
She was only 16, she didnt deserve to die.
A few days later Tonya went back to school alone,
Once again her 2 best friends were gone.
She walked down the hallways trying to look okay,
But as soon as school was oveer, she went to see Shay.
She walked up the stairs and knocked on the door,
Shay`s brother answered and said "She doesnt live here anymore."
Tonya asked "Where is she? Where did she go?",
The brother replied "She got pregnant and left, but thats all I know."
Tonya said "okay" and walked away in shock,
She walked for 15 minutes until she reached Erika`s block.
She saw Erika`s sister crying, what could possibly be wrong,
Tonya walked over and asked "Whats going on?"
Erika`s sister replied,
"Erika had an STD and died."
Tonya didnt know what to say,
She screamed "This cant be happening, NO WAY!"
She started to cry as she ran home,
She couldnt believe it her 3 best friends were gone.
She ran to her room and slammed the door,
She knew someone followed her, she heard the footsteps on the floor.
She yelled "Leave me alone, I dont want to talk",
She stayed quiet as she heard them walk.
She played her music as she layed on her bed,
She had so many things going through her head.
Her friends were gone, she had no one left,
Was it her turn, would she be next?
She thought about death all through the night,
She even thought about comitting suicide.
She pulled out a knife from her drawer,
She could imagine her mother`s face filled with horror.
She started to write a letter as she cried
She wrote "Dear Mom" then wiped her eyes.
"Dear Mom, I really am sorry,
But I`ll be in a better place, dont worry.
This life wasnt for me,
Some things just arent meant to be.
My dad abused me, but you never knew,
I should`ve told you mom, I`m sorry I didnt tell you.
I gotta go mom, my time is here,
I don't want you to cry, so please dont shed a tear.
One last favor, do you remember my favorite song?
Play it at my funeral, I Love you Mom."
She folded the letter as tears dripped from her face,
She placed the letter on the bed, the perfect place.
She picked up the knife,
Slit her wrist once, then twice.
She then slit her throat with the bloody knife,
And managed to whisper "Good-bye".
She fell on the bed next to the letter,
She thought this would make things better.
This is the end of a horrible tragedy,
Like Tonya said, some things arent meant to be.
This is a poem of 4 best friends,
Who kept their promise to be together til the end.
Written By: Consuelo aka Kali