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Jul 12, 2004 02:15

I am going to vent.

Kevin

I hate him I fucking Hate him. I hate only three people. Kevin Steven and Rachel. I hate them. Well back to Kevin. He feels the need to talk to me tonight telling me how ugly I am and how I shouldnt be sad and cry cuz he doesnt want me. Like I care. I was just saying bye kevin bye kevin for the longest time till I snapped then I went off telling him to grow up and stop calling me names and shit cuz its immature, then he called me immature. I didnt call him anything but an asshole, I was merely stating the truth. I was just fine with him outta my life, I have the good memories, but no he needs to continue to come back in my life to make more bad memories. They by far out weigh the good memories. He caused many more tears then he did smiles. I kept saying goodbye after I snapped and he kept saying DONT START WITH ME CUNT...so I would say goodbye...he said I was pushing his buttons. Warning people don't ever say goodbye to Kevin, it makes him mad. Finally he said LEAVE ME ALONE...so I said Lol bye...he said stop fucking pushing my buttons...I said bye again...he said LoL bye cunt. As if I was really arguing. I am just sick of his shit and I wish he would die.

Steven

I hate him. Earlier he decided to IM me from Rachel's sn and tell me that is finally in wisconsin visiting her skanky self he goes "This is steven and I am in wisconsin fuck you." I said "ok? Bye?" he said "Okay you obsessive bitch why did you reply so fast" I said "It popped up on my screen. Obesessive? Yes I am obsessed with you"...then he sent me a picture of him and rachel like..touching tongues or something. I would feel bad for her but she is a bitch. He deserved what he got. He like kevin feels the need to keep coming back to tell me how horrible I am and that I am a bitch. Excuse me? Did I talk to you? No. Do I talk to you? Nope. YOU DATED ME! You obviously liked me for something, which is over so leave be gone shoo. I hate him.

Brittany

I miss her and I am sad that we aren't as close anymore. I used to tell her everything about everything and I trusted her with my life. She told me her secrets and I told her mine, she knows a lot about me. She was always there for me and I miss the fuck outta that. I miss who she is and what kind of a friend she was. I miss our jokes I miss our conversations. I am still going to go see her when I turn 18 and we will light off that fire cracker...that i saved for her on the fourth of july. I will go to her wedding and she will come to mine. I love her and I miss her.

Jon

O jesus where do I start. Never have I wanted to punch someone and hug them for hours at the same time. I miss him, he left me. He moved away from all of us. He abandoned us. He stopped calling and writing and everything. He probably started forgetting as well. I loved him more then anything, he was my other half and I will always have a place in my heart for him and I will always love him. I want him to come back. I want him to stop being stupid, doing drugs, stealing shit. I hate it. I hate it. I miss him. I want him to be here for me like he used to be. I miss having him to cry with I miss having him to hug. I need him to be here to help me through things like he did.

...done
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