tough times
it may be time in my life to re-evaluate everything, to look at my life, peice by peice, and see if things are really doing me good, or being detremental to me.
it seems that lately everything is detremental, everything is painful, and nothing seems to be going right. i feel lots of guilt and pain, on top of the shit i was already feeling before. i don't know what's going on with me, or whiether it's really me or not. so much thought has been dedicated to trying to understand what is going on, and i have indeed understood quite a bit.
sometimes i have to face things i really don't want to face, and ask questions i really don't want to ask. i need to learn to be more straight forward and deal with all the thoughts that come to my head, and all the emotions that come to my heart. i have to be honest with myself, i can't be like this anymore.
there's a lot that needs to be dealt with, and i'm going to deal with it, no matter how much it hurts. i'm going to start being true to myself now, i need to be. my life is just beginning, and it's complicated already as it is. i have to deal with things now, before it gets to be too much.
what a life.
what a world.
what a place.
what a thought.
it seems that lately everything is detremental, everything is painful, and nothing seems to be going right. i feel lots of guilt and pain, on top of the shit i was already feeling before. i don't know what's going on with me, or whiether it's really me or not. so much thought has been dedicated to trying to understand what is going on, and i have indeed understood quite a bit.
sometimes i have to face things i really don't want to face, and ask questions i really don't want to ask. i need to learn to be more straight forward and deal with all the thoughts that come to my head, and all the emotions that come to my heart. i have to be honest with myself, i can't be like this anymore.
there's a lot that needs to be dealt with, and i'm going to deal with it, no matter how much it hurts. i'm going to start being true to myself now, i need to be. my life is just beginning, and it's complicated already as it is. i have to deal with things now, before it gets to be too much.
what a life.
what a world.
what a place.
what a thought.