Jan 06, 2005 07:05
Say 17 things to different people that you have never told them. They can be 17 different people, or a few of the same. Don’t say whom each one is for.
1. I love you and I;m sorry that you arent happy with your day to day. Im always here and when you come home Im finally relieved because i know your safe for at least 12 hours. I love you so much.
2. I miss you right now even though youve only been gone for an hour. i love you and im scared to leave you in a few years, im scared youll leave me.
3. when you were in the operating room i was shaking i was so scared. ill never forget how much i wanted to cry when i saw you laying their and through the whole recovery. i love you and im so grateful to you.
4. we have become so close this year and i love being shady with you. you are so beautiful and i envy your ease around people. your smart and funny and perfectly compatible for me, my best friend.
5. we used to be so much closer, i get this sharp pain in my chest when i think about you.
6. sometimes you make me want to throw up, just to think of what i sacrificed for you. other times your my best friend.
7. i have the biggest crush on you and all i want is for you to lean over and kiss me one day.
8. you frustrate me. i know that it will never work, but still...you could have called.
9. you kind of annoy me, i know i love you and that we are gunna just become closer, but sometimes you are way too clingy.
11. i think you can be a bitch, but you are one of the funniest girls i know. we had such a good time on new years.
12. i remember when this was all we had, do you?
13. i have always wanted acceptance from you and this summer i sort of got it, but you still dont treat me like her, or her.
14. haha your ghetto, but a good guy in general.
15. im so jealous of you and its really hard for me to sit there and listen to your weekend events because somehow i feel that that should have been me, and not you.
16. i really really dislike you most of the time, but i pretend i dont and i just sort of nod when others talk shit about you, im sorry.
17. this is to myself, and its okay that you know. stop trying so hard to fit in with everyone and anyone. stop trying to be someone your not. stop putting yourself down and start realizing your potential. have some confidence or else nothing is going to work out right. trust your family..trust your friends..trust in that higher power. you need that right now.