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My body hurts, my back feels like it's on fire, my collar bones always feel sore. I have not been eating well at all. My hands shake and tremble so bad once I had to put my glass of water down. My self worth has never been so low.
I'm holding my breath as I bite my tongue. Forgive, forgive, forgive.
I was so angry, so hurt I couldn't control my self, I paced back and forth shivering at every thought. I wanted to destroy something no matter what it would have been. Still I asked for you help through it Lord, take my anger, take my pain, take my jelousy, take my pride. Give me guidence.
For once my thoughts won't stop, each one worst than the last and more rapidly they approach. God, clear my mind I need your guidence.
I'm holding my breath as I bite my tongue. Forgive, forgive, forgive.
I was so angry, so hurt I couldn't control my self, I paced back and forth shivering at every thought. I wanted to destroy something no matter what it would have been. Still I asked for you help through it Lord, take my anger, take my pain, take my jelousy, take my pride. Give me guidence.
For once my thoughts won't stop, each one worst than the last and more rapidly they approach. God, clear my mind I need your guidence.